Dreams 2015-2018
In November 2015, I had a dream that Andrea and I went to a Dierks Bentley concert. Normally we aren't allowed backstage but when we got there (It was actually at Lagoon), we decided to see how far we could go without getting caught. We noticed there was a wedding going on backstage and, as we went in, could see the name of the Mr. and Mrs. on the door. There weren't any security cards so we went backstage without being caught. Except the ceremony was facing the entrance so we walked right in the ceremony. I was completely surprised that no one threw us out at that moment. We danced with a few guys during the reception while Dierks played live music. Next thing I know, everyone is sitting down and a security guard is going through every person and making sure they belonged there. Everyone was wearing a backstage lanyard but Andrea and I. I was sitting next to this guy I had been dancing with and Andrea was on the back row. The security guard asked me, "How do you know the bride? What is her name?" and he asked me three total questions. Since her name was on the door as I walked in, I said her name right away. Unfortunately because I couldn't answer his other two questions, he kicked me out. I didn't have a car, didn't know who to call and didn't plan on paying to go inside to Lagoon. So I sat out there for about ten minutes by myself. I met this other girl there and we got to talking. A lady came up to both of us and gave us VIP passes. Now the other girl was Andrea and we went back to the stage and Andrea said, "GUESS WHAT BITCHES!!" as she held out her pass and showed the security guard.
I had a dream in November 2015 that a friends relative lived to be 568 years old.
I took Nyquil the night of December 2, 2015, and when I went to sleep it was like my dreams were in a kaleidoscope. I was seeing sparkles, lights, different shapes, and no matter where or how I moved, the shapes were still there. All different.
I had a dream in December that I had my bathroom door open and my roommate was right in my doorway. That was a little odd. And it scared me.
On December 21, 2015, I had a dream that I was in my Nana's den and it was actually my Mom's house. I was up until 7am, without sleep, waiting for Teddy and just staying up with friends. Teddy came over at 7am and Mom was home. He went through the garage and since he knew the garage code, I thought Mom would get mad. She didn't know since she was asleep in the other room. Teddy left a few minutes later and I told him I was going to bed since I had to wake up for work in an hour. He was like, "Are you going to bed because I'm leaving?" and I said, "Yes". He decided to not leave and ended up coming back to the den and staying.
I had a dream in December that Jenna (work) as my boss. I put in my two weeks because she got promoted before I did.
On January 3rd, 2016, I had a dream that I had two pieces of shrimp. I don't like shrimp in real life and didn't like it in my dream.
January 15, 2016, I had a dream that David Blain came by and gave us row 4 lower bowl seats for the Lakers/Jazz game. (I really am going to the game tonight but I am lower bowl row 25). He gave me all of these cards that were basically tickets. I had to just go online and make sure that the tickets were translated into electronic tickets. I also am going to the game with Jared tonight in real life and in my dream I was going with Kylan. I also had a dream that we actually went to the game and Justin Winters was there too because, in real life, I was supposed to go to the game with him a few nights ago. I turned my tickets in and the game had already started. There was this guy at the booth and I had to give him my hard tickets so he took them and I accidently gave him a wrong part of the ticket and he got mad that I did that. I woke up before I actually took my seats at the game. Oh and we paid $140 for tonights game and we were going to sell those tickets since we had free tickets but we didn't have time. So we basically paid $140 for row 4. I also received three tickets which is an odd number.
January 17, 2016, I had a few different dreams. The first one is I wanted to go dancing so I went to Gracie's by myself. I was up by the person that worked the front desk and since it was earlier in the day, they weren't playing any music yet so I was just sitting there browsing my phone and FB until more people showed up. I was talking to the people at the front desk and they said it was only 7pm. I asked about music and if they could turn any music on and instead, they suggested that we all went next door to a different club. There were about 4 of us - three of them were Gracie's employees that were scheduled to work. We went over to this other club that was already packed and it was latin music. We weren't going to stay long but I headed for the bathroom. After I was done, next thing I know, I'm in a grocery store and I am rollerblading. I am rollerblading through the fruit section and see my ex, Albert, working there. I said hi to him and he said that he could work at a different Smith's if he needed to so we didn't run into each other and I told him I never go to that location so he would be fine. Then I'm back in the club and I see Jon Sullivan and a few of his friends. I also find out that Gracie's is closing their doors fairly soon and this club was going to be using their parking lot for future customers. I said hi to Jon and his friends and woke up. Before heading to the club though, Jon and his two friends had come over to our old house in PG. I didn't trust his friends and thought they were going to steal things. Especially since we had some nicer items. Well, that did end up being the case, or they at least tried to steal stuff. One of his friends turned off the survellance cameras we had so we couldn't see what he was taking or if he was taking anything. The garage door was closed but it was open enough to where I could fit and go through and see what he was doing. Although I did sell Jon a Medium sized long-sleeved jacket for his other friend for $20 cash. Yet his friends wanted to steal everything else. I don't think they ended up leaving with anything. Although I do remember going to the McCannons (old neighbors) backyard to hide from Jon and his friends or something? I was also supposed to be a mentor for Jon's friend, the one that kept stealing, and I literally couldn't handle it. So this other guy that was a leader told me he would watch over him and I was okay with that. So it was a little weird to see them sitting there at the club. I did say hi but that was all.
On January 22, 2016, I had a dream that I had passed out or something in my yard so my neighbor came over and stood me up and walked me to my porch. I told him that my roommate was home so I was okay and he tried kissing me. He was younger, closer to my age. I said something to the effect of, "I don't want to kiss you right now" and then went inside. I locked the door and I could hear him trying to break in and open the door. My roommate and my sister were both at the house so there were three of us. After he left, another neighbor rang the doorbell and wanted to come in. I opened the door and then told him I didn't want to kiss him. Then he left and a third neighbor rang the doorbell. At this point, we were all trying to hide by the front door because he could open the blinds from his side (outside the house) and I saw him peek in. Then he left.
On January 27, 2016, I had a dream that I looked at my Book Revenues and sold six books this month. When I woke up and looked in real life, I had zero :(
February 3, 2016, I had a dream that I woke up and my roommate had walked in my room and started watching my TV. Apparently every time I went to work, she would go into my room and watch my TV. Since I had a meeting this morning, I woke up a little late and found her opening my door thinking I was gone. I also dreamed that a guy was in my bathroom brushing his teeth. Weird things were happening when I left for work.
I haven't been to work in a week so instead, I have been dreaming about work. On February 23, 2016, I had a dream that work was actually school. Even though I had missed a week of "school" in my dream, I didn't realize that I had a test on the Larry H. Miller Collision Centers. Not only that, but I had to do a short presentation on "hues". I have no idea where that even came from but even though I missed a week of "School", Jenna is the one who told me that we had the test and what topic I would be teaching. I also had a dream that we were on an airplane when this happened. A few nights ago, I had a dream I was at work and we were lining some food up in the fridge. Makaylee had her food lined up and I thought she was done lining them, so I started putting mine next to hers. She got mad and I remember saying, "If I would have known you were not done lining them up, I would not have done that." I also had a dream that I didn't show up to work, or school, until 3pm. Cody was there and I showed up an he wasn't too happy with me. He asked me if I was going to stay until 5:45 since I was late. I told him I planned on staying longer than that.
I had a dream the night of February 26, 2016, that I was with an ex and we were trying to work things out. There was this girl in the picture and I turned around and him and her were making out. So I left and drove off in his car. I have no idea how he got home. But apparently I didn't learn my lesson because we were back at the same place. The girl asked if he was the guy that had a ponytail in earlier and I said, "The guy you made out with?" and then I started hitting her. Apparently I don't do this often because even watching me in my dream hit her was embarrassing. I thought I left a mark on her face but she wasn't too amused and didn't try much to fight back. I went back in his car and this guy wanted to talk to me. He was pretty tall like 6'5" and told me that sometimes tall guys want to make out with girls just because they are looking for something serious. I'm not quite sure what height had to do with that but apparently my ex was just as tall. I also had a dream that Josh Bennett was on a phone call and we were both watching TV outside, surrounded by rocks, and watching the Jazz game. I remember changing the channel up and down and the channel would no longer be there. Or it was a different show in place of that one. And for some reason my Instagram feed was on TV. When I went to scroll through it, it showed a picture of me and this guy talking about how he was my favorite. I have no idea who he was and I thought Josh would get jealous. Maybe Josh was my ex?
I had a dream on March 1, 2016, that I went to the airport and barely made it there before my flight left to California. I'm going on a one-day trip to California on March 17 and apparently really excited about it. I turned my ticket in at the airport and instead of putting me on the plane, they said I could have a seat. Fortunately for me, all of the "seats" were actually slot machines so I was glad to sit at one of the seats. I don't know if I ever got on the plane.
March 2, 2016, I took two Nyquils before bed. I had a dream that I woke up for my UCS meeting which was scheduled for 9:30 today. In my dream I looked at my clock and it said 11. This means I missed my meeting and was 2 1/2 hours late for work. I looked at my phone and Cody didn't text me and no one really asked where I was. I ended up texting Cody and told him that I was so sick and working from home and hope he didn't mind. We had our Provo meetings at 1pm so I decided to stay home until the Provo meetings. I woke up before Cody responded but I did make it to my meetings in time....in real life.
Nyquil gets me into a deep sleep and I remember my dreams so clear. March 4, 2016 I took two Nyquil. I had a dream that me and a guy were in this pod and it was actually an elevator. We were laying down, looking up, and we were supposed to go up 8 floors. The pod turned into a back of a car and instead of 8 floors, it was a 45 minute drive. That's what 8 floors equated to. We went up to this event and it was a Mystery Room. I went to one for the first time last month with work. You basically solve puzzles and move on to the next clue. In my dream, the Mystery Room was huge and there were a lot of people there. I found one clue which led to this book so I went to the bookshelf but just as I found the book, the bookshelf ended up falling over. Someone had pushed it over for some reason and it almost landed on me. It was huge too and it had probably 10 shelves on it. Long shelves too. Because of that, I moved on to another clue while they put the bookcase back together. There were four people in our group and I think I had just met them. I remember there were twins and I think that's because I was watching Little Women of Atlanta last night so they were little people. I think in my dream they were little people too. I became friends with one of them as I went through this puzzle. At the end, you could buy candy and treats. There was this big room full of homemade treats and then on the other end, you can leave and go in to the elevator (which is the back of a car). I went in the elevator with the guy that I went there with (yet didn't spend any time with during the entire game). On the way home, as we are driving, we decided it would be cool to go up to a ski resort and fly off this cliff. Not in our car, of course. I don't remember much of flying off or if it ended well. I also had a dream that Susy and I were driving and we parked my car and we were just super lost getting to where we needed to go. We had 3-4 hours before an event which gave us time to park or find this specific location we were going to. I remember missing a turn so I had to keep going in circles until I was able to go where I needed to.
Another Nyquil night. March 6, 2016, I had a dream that Michael's cousin Stephen asked me to go snowboarding with him. I said yes and I had two snowboards, one on each foot. Stephen had one snowboard. He went down the hill first and I was behind him. I got to the bottom and there was a puddle. This puddle was there on purpose because you're supposed to put your snowboards in water and it makes it easier to take it off. I took them off and then we went into this restaurant. He was wearing a wedding ring and we sat down at this restaurant and, without any hesitation, he said, "Abbie, I just don't think that things are going to work out between us." And I was like "I already know this...." Not only because of the wedding ring but in my dream, I already knew it wasn't like that. In real life though, two days ago, Jared said he didn't want to see me anymore. It was like my subconscious was telling me that Stephen and Jared aren't meant to happen and aren't meant to be in my life. I haven't talked to either of them so maybe this is true.
Another Nyquil night. On March 8, 2016, I had a dream I won a trip to New Jersey from my work. Now in real life, I did go to New Jersey with Alexis and New York because I won the trip but this time it was different. I was only there for one day and I was sitting at work and someone said I should ask for a refund or a new trip since I was there and back in one day. I'm not quite sure why I was only there for one day because I would never do that but that's what happened.
March 10th I did not have Nyquil but had a dream that my sister had five girls before she had her baby boy. I was also put in charge of watching this baby. He was left in the car (!!) and I was with Mom and Uncle V and we drove past the car my nephew was in (by himself) and I told my Mom I wanted to stop and take care of my nephew. Especially since he was in the car by himself. They did pull over and I held my nephew. I also remember moving and just being really unhappy. I know that my Uncle wanted me to go on a walk or something and I remember going into my closet and grabbing a pair of shoes. That is all. Hopefully I get my nephew soon :)
The night of March 11, without Nyquil, was actually really detailed. Baylor, Annie (from work), Jason Hawks (from work), and Andrea were all in my dream. Baylor was SO into me. I haven't seen him in 5+ years and I still have a major crush on him but I don't really talk to him. He's never been into me. Ever. He even asked who was hotter between him and I. Totally saw me in person for the first time in a long time and it was game over. My dreams were all over the place. I was in this room and it had three beds and there were six of us - three guys and three girls. So we decided that each of us would share a bed with the other. Andrea was in this part of my dream. I never ended up sharing a bed, I woke up before that could happen. I'm pretty sure it was with Baylor though. I know it was with a guy that was super hot. I also took a class that I thought was only an hour long but it ended up being 2 1/2 hours. I wanted to leave after 15 minutes. We kept being asked to go around and meet new people and answer three questions. One of them was, describe what the word Wednesday means to you and I put Hump Day. Then another one was what does 6pm mean to you and I said I am off work at that time. I don't remember the third question. Taylor from work was in my dream and I just went to her and we couldn't find any paper to write anything down so we just kinda talked. Her sister was in my dream too and I mistaked her for Taylor initially. I haven't met her sister in real life but I have seen pictures. I also had a dream that because the guy I was with drank, and Andrea was asleep, me and the other girl (part of the six of us) went to church. That's where Jason Hawks and Annie were. We were in the back row and all of the sudden this girl Rachael (I worked at Progrexion with), she was there and her phone went off and it was hip/hop/rap and she couldn't turn her phone off. She apologized to everyone and, instead of leaving, she told everyone that for some reason, the music turns on randomly and she is unable to turn it off. So we listened and danced to five hiphop/rap songs. In church. And my finger got stuck in some girls hair. I don't even know.
March 14: I had a dream last night that I became friends with a male Alligator. This Alligator was willing to be out of the water and inside my house just to be with me. This Alligator made sacrifices for me. Maybe this dream is a sign that someone is out there and willing to make sacrifices for me. Although the voice of the Alligator was my cousin. Or maybe this means that I am better off being friends with animals. Hahahaha.
March 19: I had a dream about work which seems to happen fairly often. Larry H. Miller Ford Lincoln Provo had one of the swinging doors to enter into the dealership. I was walking past it with a guy friend and he noticed that the dealership was closed but there was a rock that was holding the swinging door open. This meant that anyone can enter the dealership even though it was closed. He said he wanted to move the rock and I told him if he did, the alarm would go off. Well, he didn't listen to me and the alarm went off but Kevin Knudsen (GM of PFL) praised him so much because someone could have broken in and taken vehicles. There was a bad review that came through and Kevin kept saying that we had to reply and to draft up several review response drafts for him. This was the most engaged he has been because in real life, he's really quiet and shy.
March 31: I had a dream that I walked in my room and my roommate was asleep on my bed, taking up the entire right side. I couldn't see her initially but I had really fallen asleep on the couch so it was like I just walked in my room and there she was.
April 3rd: I had a dream that I met this kid who is a legit friend on Facebook but I have never met him in real life. His name is Josh Gates. He was one of those guys that we hit it off when we met. He would come up behind me and put his arms around me. We did kiss if I remember right. We were sitting at this restaurant and he left for a minute and there was an Asian couple and they knew him so I was trying to figure out how. I asked the male Asian what his name was and before he could say anything, I said, "The shortened version"....I am not quite sure if racism in your dreams exist but it truly sounded like it. When Josh came back, I had turned around and my friend Summer from church camp was there sitting with her family. I talked to her, asked how what she had been up to and how she was. She had three kids with her I think but in real life she has two boys. After dinner I remember running or playing hide-n-seek or something. Unfortunately, this still was with Josh.
April 4th: I had a dream that I sent an almost nudie picture to Jana Johnson. I don't know how you take a picture of yourself and accidently send it to one of your girlfriends. I just remember my hand was over my boobs and I thought the camera cut off above the waist but apparently it didn't. That's a little awkward. I'm not even confident enough to send a nudie to guys.
April 5: I had a dream that I woke up at 9:15am for work and told Cody I would be there no later than 11am. This meant that in real life I woke up four different times before my alarm went off and then my alarm went off four times before I made sure that I had to get out of bed before this dream became a reality. I told Cody I would work through lunch as well to make up for the time I missed (because I take 3 hour lunches??).
April 7: I had a dream that I really liked this guy but he had a girlfriend. The guy had put me through a few tests and I passed all of them. I'm not sure what the grand prize was but I do remember there being a stage. I wonder if I ended up winning him over....
April 8: I had several random dreams including hearing the ice cream man and grabbing change for when he arrives. I did not end up getting ice cream but if I did, I was going to take a picture of my change and put on social media, "Ice cream truck? Hell yeah!"
April 9: I had a dream that I completely took over Cody's desk at work but not with my computer and work supplies, but with clothes and things I had purchased. He arrived and it took four of us to move all of my stuff out to my car. I also had a dream that I took a shower before I left for work and decided to be on my computer while in the shower, while it was plugged in. Don't worry, getting electrocuted was not even a thought that I had. It took me a minute to realize that getting my computer wet could ruin and destroy it so I put it on my counter and wiped it down. I was lucky because it did start working after that.
April 15: I had one of the scariest dreams I have had in a long time. I was driving through Lindon and noticed on the right hand side of the road that there were cop after cop after cop and then I see him. A younger guy who was sitting down and was pointing a gun out in front of him. He was not aimed to shoot himself but those around him. I was scared but I was driving so I thought I was safe. A few minutes later I had stopped at a local elementary school. I am not quite sure why but I do know that it wasn't to pick anyone up. There were several floors to this school and because the shooter was so close by, I remember the students making there way up the stairs. Some people were headed downstairs in the basement. I ultimately ended up being one of them. I was surrounded by kids and some people more my age (maybe not my age, but my height, so I felt like I fit in with them more :P ). I didn't have a reason to be worried since the shooter had been in a different city and I thought the cops would shoot him if they thought he was a threat. Well, I was completely wrong. We received a phone call from the shooter. The shooter's friend was right by me and told me that the shooter was headed to the school. I didn't know what to expect. I did not know if his friend could calm him down or if he planned on coming to the school and shooting everybody. He didn't shoot anyone. He did come to the school and I could hear him and his friend talking. We were hiding and fairly quiet. Next thing you know, I'm running. I want to get away from this person as much as possible. I remember being so afraid that I would be running as fast as I could. I would jump off mini cliffs by my house and jump over huge rocks just to be as far away as possible. I don't know why I didn't just drive my car home and through the neighborhoods. I ended up at my house and my Mom and Ron were there. I told them about the shooter and I was afraid the shooter was following me so I went to the lock the door but it was only a screen door. We had no idea if the door was locked from the outside and we didn't have an actual door. I went up to my room. I looked out my bedroom window and the shooter was there, once again surrounded by many, many cop cars and cops. I was, once again, afraid that he would end up near me. It seemed like wherever I went, he followed. He ended up at my house but didn't have his gun (although I thought he could just pull it out of his pocket any second). The family was talking to him and I was upstairs in the room. When it came down to it, we realized that when he was angry, he would turn into a different person and pull the gun out. There were "trigger" words that, once were said, would put him into a new and completely different state-of-mind. Two words that stood out were "Black" and "Bright". If anyone said those two words, he would do a 360. Him and I actually spoke. He asked me about these five shirts that he looked at and wanted my opinion on them. His Mom was there and I told her that no matter what, do not say the word "Black" or he would freak out. So we had to through these shirts, and colors, give our opinion, without saying that color. Then I remember I left, once again going over small cliffs, jumping over rocks, running through neighborhoods as far as possible. I remember talking to a friend during this adventure of mine. In the end, no one was hurt or shot. I think he maybe shot one time but it wasn't at anyone, it was in the air. The second part of this dream, I wrote three separate notes/letters to my cousin Susy. I told her I was pregnant, or at least I was sure I was. And then I woke up. When I woke up, Susy had messaged me saying that she had a dream that I was pregnant! So wild.
On April 16 I had a dream that I was at work and there was this Fanzz event that three of us girls attended. It ended around 2pm and I was going to have a one-on-one meeting with one of the employees at Fanzz around 3pm to discuss setting up monthly payments for something. After my friend got mad for wanting to set up payments (and she had explained why it wasn't a good idea), I decided to not have my appointment. Unfortunately, the three hours that we spent with Fanzz was a conference type meeting. The lights were completely out and the speaker had mention my name confirming our 3pm appointment. I didn't say anything, no one knew me except the people I was with, but it was still a little awkward.Instead of going back to work when this event ended, everyone decided to go home. Unfortunately for me, this was a struggle. Apparently Fanzz had a Costco behind it and that was where I parked. I went out to my car and ended up having to go through Costco and an airport. But this was not the Salt Lake airport, this was LAX. I had to get out of my car several times and it felt like I had to walk through a maze to get out of there. There were lines dividing the customers to make things easier. There was a line titled "California Residents", one titled "Old and Rich" (ha) and there were a few more that did not fit the category I was in. Obviously I was not a CA resident, old, or rich. So I went up to someone that worked there and asked and they directed me to this line that I was right by. I'm not sure what the category was. I had to wait two minutes for their computers to load. They checked me in but, unfortunately, I couldn't just leave from there. I had to go stand in another line with everyone else. I stood in this line and the saw a shorter line to the right. so I went in that line. I looked up and there was a sign that said TAXI. Shoot. I couldn't be in this line so I went back in the other, which at this point was much shorter. When I finally got out, I turned right figuring I could get back to Costco and find my car at that point. I had my cell phone in my hand (I don't know why it wasn't in my pocket or purse) and my purse. I turned right and kept seeing pools. Swimming pools, some had waves so I had to hold my phone up so it didn't get wet. I had to walk on thin concrete paths and hope I didn't fall in. I had like a 10 year old kid ask me if I wanted to have alcohol with him. I kept going, I think I even fell in a pool once and there was a time where my phone wouldn't turn on due to heat. I woke up before I found my car. Although I did keep thinking about how I was going to tell Cody why I hadn't gone back to work after the Fanzz event and how I ended up in California.
April 24: I don't follow politics, but I had a dream that Bernie Sanders won. I also had a dream I was at Uncle Mat's and Grandma showed up. I haven't seen either of them in a year so it was nice to see them. Although Grandma said that she could put me to work and give me some things to hold while I walk home. I also had a dream about this guy Alex and this girl Kristin - both of whom I know - and Kristin had two kids (one girl and one boy) and was married to Alex. I was over there to spend time with Kristin but all I wanted to do was be on the computer. She was in the middle of telling a story and my music was on and I wasn't really listening to her. Apparently I was not a great friend. She then left and took her daughter and completely left her son. It was just me, her son, and her husband. Not awkward whatsoever. She then came back because she realized she left her son. Don't worry, she wasn't leaving her husband, she was just going shopping for a few hours.
I had a dream in November 2015 that a friends relative lived to be 568 years old.
I took Nyquil the night of December 2, 2015, and when I went to sleep it was like my dreams were in a kaleidoscope. I was seeing sparkles, lights, different shapes, and no matter where or how I moved, the shapes were still there. All different.
I had a dream in December that I had my bathroom door open and my roommate was right in my doorway. That was a little odd. And it scared me.
On December 21, 2015, I had a dream that I was in my Nana's den and it was actually my Mom's house. I was up until 7am, without sleep, waiting for Teddy and just staying up with friends. Teddy came over at 7am and Mom was home. He went through the garage and since he knew the garage code, I thought Mom would get mad. She didn't know since she was asleep in the other room. Teddy left a few minutes later and I told him I was going to bed since I had to wake up for work in an hour. He was like, "Are you going to bed because I'm leaving?" and I said, "Yes". He decided to not leave and ended up coming back to the den and staying.
I had a dream in December that Jenna (work) as my boss. I put in my two weeks because she got promoted before I did.
On January 3rd, 2016, I had a dream that I had two pieces of shrimp. I don't like shrimp in real life and didn't like it in my dream.
January 15, 2016, I had a dream that David Blain came by and gave us row 4 lower bowl seats for the Lakers/Jazz game. (I really am going to the game tonight but I am lower bowl row 25). He gave me all of these cards that were basically tickets. I had to just go online and make sure that the tickets were translated into electronic tickets. I also am going to the game with Jared tonight in real life and in my dream I was going with Kylan. I also had a dream that we actually went to the game and Justin Winters was there too because, in real life, I was supposed to go to the game with him a few nights ago. I turned my tickets in and the game had already started. There was this guy at the booth and I had to give him my hard tickets so he took them and I accidently gave him a wrong part of the ticket and he got mad that I did that. I woke up before I actually took my seats at the game. Oh and we paid $140 for tonights game and we were going to sell those tickets since we had free tickets but we didn't have time. So we basically paid $140 for row 4. I also received three tickets which is an odd number.
January 17, 2016, I had a few different dreams. The first one is I wanted to go dancing so I went to Gracie's by myself. I was up by the person that worked the front desk and since it was earlier in the day, they weren't playing any music yet so I was just sitting there browsing my phone and FB until more people showed up. I was talking to the people at the front desk and they said it was only 7pm. I asked about music and if they could turn any music on and instead, they suggested that we all went next door to a different club. There were about 4 of us - three of them were Gracie's employees that were scheduled to work. We went over to this other club that was already packed and it was latin music. We weren't going to stay long but I headed for the bathroom. After I was done, next thing I know, I'm in a grocery store and I am rollerblading. I am rollerblading through the fruit section and see my ex, Albert, working there. I said hi to him and he said that he could work at a different Smith's if he needed to so we didn't run into each other and I told him I never go to that location so he would be fine. Then I'm back in the club and I see Jon Sullivan and a few of his friends. I also find out that Gracie's is closing their doors fairly soon and this club was going to be using their parking lot for future customers. I said hi to Jon and his friends and woke up. Before heading to the club though, Jon and his two friends had come over to our old house in PG. I didn't trust his friends and thought they were going to steal things. Especially since we had some nicer items. Well, that did end up being the case, or they at least tried to steal stuff. One of his friends turned off the survellance cameras we had so we couldn't see what he was taking or if he was taking anything. The garage door was closed but it was open enough to where I could fit and go through and see what he was doing. Although I did sell Jon a Medium sized long-sleeved jacket for his other friend for $20 cash. Yet his friends wanted to steal everything else. I don't think they ended up leaving with anything. Although I do remember going to the McCannons (old neighbors) backyard to hide from Jon and his friends or something? I was also supposed to be a mentor for Jon's friend, the one that kept stealing, and I literally couldn't handle it. So this other guy that was a leader told me he would watch over him and I was okay with that. So it was a little weird to see them sitting there at the club. I did say hi but that was all.
On January 22, 2016, I had a dream that I had passed out or something in my yard so my neighbor came over and stood me up and walked me to my porch. I told him that my roommate was home so I was okay and he tried kissing me. He was younger, closer to my age. I said something to the effect of, "I don't want to kiss you right now" and then went inside. I locked the door and I could hear him trying to break in and open the door. My roommate and my sister were both at the house so there were three of us. After he left, another neighbor rang the doorbell and wanted to come in. I opened the door and then told him I didn't want to kiss him. Then he left and a third neighbor rang the doorbell. At this point, we were all trying to hide by the front door because he could open the blinds from his side (outside the house) and I saw him peek in. Then he left.
On January 27, 2016, I had a dream that I looked at my Book Revenues and sold six books this month. When I woke up and looked in real life, I had zero :(
February 3, 2016, I had a dream that I woke up and my roommate had walked in my room and started watching my TV. Apparently every time I went to work, she would go into my room and watch my TV. Since I had a meeting this morning, I woke up a little late and found her opening my door thinking I was gone. I also dreamed that a guy was in my bathroom brushing his teeth. Weird things were happening when I left for work.
I haven't been to work in a week so instead, I have been dreaming about work. On February 23, 2016, I had a dream that work was actually school. Even though I had missed a week of "school" in my dream, I didn't realize that I had a test on the Larry H. Miller Collision Centers. Not only that, but I had to do a short presentation on "hues". I have no idea where that even came from but even though I missed a week of "School", Jenna is the one who told me that we had the test and what topic I would be teaching. I also had a dream that we were on an airplane when this happened. A few nights ago, I had a dream I was at work and we were lining some food up in the fridge. Makaylee had her food lined up and I thought she was done lining them, so I started putting mine next to hers. She got mad and I remember saying, "If I would have known you were not done lining them up, I would not have done that." I also had a dream that I didn't show up to work, or school, until 3pm. Cody was there and I showed up an he wasn't too happy with me. He asked me if I was going to stay until 5:45 since I was late. I told him I planned on staying longer than that.
I had a dream the night of February 26, 2016, that I was with an ex and we were trying to work things out. There was this girl in the picture and I turned around and him and her were making out. So I left and drove off in his car. I have no idea how he got home. But apparently I didn't learn my lesson because we were back at the same place. The girl asked if he was the guy that had a ponytail in earlier and I said, "The guy you made out with?" and then I started hitting her. Apparently I don't do this often because even watching me in my dream hit her was embarrassing. I thought I left a mark on her face but she wasn't too amused and didn't try much to fight back. I went back in his car and this guy wanted to talk to me. He was pretty tall like 6'5" and told me that sometimes tall guys want to make out with girls just because they are looking for something serious. I'm not quite sure what height had to do with that but apparently my ex was just as tall. I also had a dream that Josh Bennett was on a phone call and we were both watching TV outside, surrounded by rocks, and watching the Jazz game. I remember changing the channel up and down and the channel would no longer be there. Or it was a different show in place of that one. And for some reason my Instagram feed was on TV. When I went to scroll through it, it showed a picture of me and this guy talking about how he was my favorite. I have no idea who he was and I thought Josh would get jealous. Maybe Josh was my ex?
I had a dream on March 1, 2016, that I went to the airport and barely made it there before my flight left to California. I'm going on a one-day trip to California on March 17 and apparently really excited about it. I turned my ticket in at the airport and instead of putting me on the plane, they said I could have a seat. Fortunately for me, all of the "seats" were actually slot machines so I was glad to sit at one of the seats. I don't know if I ever got on the plane.
March 2, 2016, I took two Nyquils before bed. I had a dream that I woke up for my UCS meeting which was scheduled for 9:30 today. In my dream I looked at my clock and it said 11. This means I missed my meeting and was 2 1/2 hours late for work. I looked at my phone and Cody didn't text me and no one really asked where I was. I ended up texting Cody and told him that I was so sick and working from home and hope he didn't mind. We had our Provo meetings at 1pm so I decided to stay home until the Provo meetings. I woke up before Cody responded but I did make it to my meetings in time....in real life.
Nyquil gets me into a deep sleep and I remember my dreams so clear. March 4, 2016 I took two Nyquil. I had a dream that me and a guy were in this pod and it was actually an elevator. We were laying down, looking up, and we were supposed to go up 8 floors. The pod turned into a back of a car and instead of 8 floors, it was a 45 minute drive. That's what 8 floors equated to. We went up to this event and it was a Mystery Room. I went to one for the first time last month with work. You basically solve puzzles and move on to the next clue. In my dream, the Mystery Room was huge and there were a lot of people there. I found one clue which led to this book so I went to the bookshelf but just as I found the book, the bookshelf ended up falling over. Someone had pushed it over for some reason and it almost landed on me. It was huge too and it had probably 10 shelves on it. Long shelves too. Because of that, I moved on to another clue while they put the bookcase back together. There were four people in our group and I think I had just met them. I remember there were twins and I think that's because I was watching Little Women of Atlanta last night so they were little people. I think in my dream they were little people too. I became friends with one of them as I went through this puzzle. At the end, you could buy candy and treats. There was this big room full of homemade treats and then on the other end, you can leave and go in to the elevator (which is the back of a car). I went in the elevator with the guy that I went there with (yet didn't spend any time with during the entire game). On the way home, as we are driving, we decided it would be cool to go up to a ski resort and fly off this cliff. Not in our car, of course. I don't remember much of flying off or if it ended well. I also had a dream that Susy and I were driving and we parked my car and we were just super lost getting to where we needed to go. We had 3-4 hours before an event which gave us time to park or find this specific location we were going to. I remember missing a turn so I had to keep going in circles until I was able to go where I needed to.
Another Nyquil night. March 6, 2016, I had a dream that Michael's cousin Stephen asked me to go snowboarding with him. I said yes and I had two snowboards, one on each foot. Stephen had one snowboard. He went down the hill first and I was behind him. I got to the bottom and there was a puddle. This puddle was there on purpose because you're supposed to put your snowboards in water and it makes it easier to take it off. I took them off and then we went into this restaurant. He was wearing a wedding ring and we sat down at this restaurant and, without any hesitation, he said, "Abbie, I just don't think that things are going to work out between us." And I was like "I already know this...." Not only because of the wedding ring but in my dream, I already knew it wasn't like that. In real life though, two days ago, Jared said he didn't want to see me anymore. It was like my subconscious was telling me that Stephen and Jared aren't meant to happen and aren't meant to be in my life. I haven't talked to either of them so maybe this is true.
Another Nyquil night. On March 8, 2016, I had a dream I won a trip to New Jersey from my work. Now in real life, I did go to New Jersey with Alexis and New York because I won the trip but this time it was different. I was only there for one day and I was sitting at work and someone said I should ask for a refund or a new trip since I was there and back in one day. I'm not quite sure why I was only there for one day because I would never do that but that's what happened.
March 10th I did not have Nyquil but had a dream that my sister had five girls before she had her baby boy. I was also put in charge of watching this baby. He was left in the car (!!) and I was with Mom and Uncle V and we drove past the car my nephew was in (by himself) and I told my Mom I wanted to stop and take care of my nephew. Especially since he was in the car by himself. They did pull over and I held my nephew. I also remember moving and just being really unhappy. I know that my Uncle wanted me to go on a walk or something and I remember going into my closet and grabbing a pair of shoes. That is all. Hopefully I get my nephew soon :)
The night of March 11, without Nyquil, was actually really detailed. Baylor, Annie (from work), Jason Hawks (from work), and Andrea were all in my dream. Baylor was SO into me. I haven't seen him in 5+ years and I still have a major crush on him but I don't really talk to him. He's never been into me. Ever. He even asked who was hotter between him and I. Totally saw me in person for the first time in a long time and it was game over. My dreams were all over the place. I was in this room and it had three beds and there were six of us - three guys and three girls. So we decided that each of us would share a bed with the other. Andrea was in this part of my dream. I never ended up sharing a bed, I woke up before that could happen. I'm pretty sure it was with Baylor though. I know it was with a guy that was super hot. I also took a class that I thought was only an hour long but it ended up being 2 1/2 hours. I wanted to leave after 15 minutes. We kept being asked to go around and meet new people and answer three questions. One of them was, describe what the word Wednesday means to you and I put Hump Day. Then another one was what does 6pm mean to you and I said I am off work at that time. I don't remember the third question. Taylor from work was in my dream and I just went to her and we couldn't find any paper to write anything down so we just kinda talked. Her sister was in my dream too and I mistaked her for Taylor initially. I haven't met her sister in real life but I have seen pictures. I also had a dream that because the guy I was with drank, and Andrea was asleep, me and the other girl (part of the six of us) went to church. That's where Jason Hawks and Annie were. We were in the back row and all of the sudden this girl Rachael (I worked at Progrexion with), she was there and her phone went off and it was hip/hop/rap and she couldn't turn her phone off. She apologized to everyone and, instead of leaving, she told everyone that for some reason, the music turns on randomly and she is unable to turn it off. So we listened and danced to five hiphop/rap songs. In church. And my finger got stuck in some girls hair. I don't even know.
March 14: I had a dream last night that I became friends with a male Alligator. This Alligator was willing to be out of the water and inside my house just to be with me. This Alligator made sacrifices for me. Maybe this dream is a sign that someone is out there and willing to make sacrifices for me. Although the voice of the Alligator was my cousin. Or maybe this means that I am better off being friends with animals. Hahahaha.
March 19: I had a dream about work which seems to happen fairly often. Larry H. Miller Ford Lincoln Provo had one of the swinging doors to enter into the dealership. I was walking past it with a guy friend and he noticed that the dealership was closed but there was a rock that was holding the swinging door open. This meant that anyone can enter the dealership even though it was closed. He said he wanted to move the rock and I told him if he did, the alarm would go off. Well, he didn't listen to me and the alarm went off but Kevin Knudsen (GM of PFL) praised him so much because someone could have broken in and taken vehicles. There was a bad review that came through and Kevin kept saying that we had to reply and to draft up several review response drafts for him. This was the most engaged he has been because in real life, he's really quiet and shy.
March 31: I had a dream that I walked in my room and my roommate was asleep on my bed, taking up the entire right side. I couldn't see her initially but I had really fallen asleep on the couch so it was like I just walked in my room and there she was.
April 3rd: I had a dream that I met this kid who is a legit friend on Facebook but I have never met him in real life. His name is Josh Gates. He was one of those guys that we hit it off when we met. He would come up behind me and put his arms around me. We did kiss if I remember right. We were sitting at this restaurant and he left for a minute and there was an Asian couple and they knew him so I was trying to figure out how. I asked the male Asian what his name was and before he could say anything, I said, "The shortened version"....I am not quite sure if racism in your dreams exist but it truly sounded like it. When Josh came back, I had turned around and my friend Summer from church camp was there sitting with her family. I talked to her, asked how what she had been up to and how she was. She had three kids with her I think but in real life she has two boys. After dinner I remember running or playing hide-n-seek or something. Unfortunately, this still was with Josh.
April 4th: I had a dream that I sent an almost nudie picture to Jana Johnson. I don't know how you take a picture of yourself and accidently send it to one of your girlfriends. I just remember my hand was over my boobs and I thought the camera cut off above the waist but apparently it didn't. That's a little awkward. I'm not even confident enough to send a nudie to guys.
April 5: I had a dream that I woke up at 9:15am for work and told Cody I would be there no later than 11am. This meant that in real life I woke up four different times before my alarm went off and then my alarm went off four times before I made sure that I had to get out of bed before this dream became a reality. I told Cody I would work through lunch as well to make up for the time I missed (because I take 3 hour lunches??).
April 7: I had a dream that I really liked this guy but he had a girlfriend. The guy had put me through a few tests and I passed all of them. I'm not sure what the grand prize was but I do remember there being a stage. I wonder if I ended up winning him over....
April 8: I had several random dreams including hearing the ice cream man and grabbing change for when he arrives. I did not end up getting ice cream but if I did, I was going to take a picture of my change and put on social media, "Ice cream truck? Hell yeah!"
April 9: I had a dream that I completely took over Cody's desk at work but not with my computer and work supplies, but with clothes and things I had purchased. He arrived and it took four of us to move all of my stuff out to my car. I also had a dream that I took a shower before I left for work and decided to be on my computer while in the shower, while it was plugged in. Don't worry, getting electrocuted was not even a thought that I had. It took me a minute to realize that getting my computer wet could ruin and destroy it so I put it on my counter and wiped it down. I was lucky because it did start working after that.
April 15: I had one of the scariest dreams I have had in a long time. I was driving through Lindon and noticed on the right hand side of the road that there were cop after cop after cop and then I see him. A younger guy who was sitting down and was pointing a gun out in front of him. He was not aimed to shoot himself but those around him. I was scared but I was driving so I thought I was safe. A few minutes later I had stopped at a local elementary school. I am not quite sure why but I do know that it wasn't to pick anyone up. There were several floors to this school and because the shooter was so close by, I remember the students making there way up the stairs. Some people were headed downstairs in the basement. I ultimately ended up being one of them. I was surrounded by kids and some people more my age (maybe not my age, but my height, so I felt like I fit in with them more :P ). I didn't have a reason to be worried since the shooter had been in a different city and I thought the cops would shoot him if they thought he was a threat. Well, I was completely wrong. We received a phone call from the shooter. The shooter's friend was right by me and told me that the shooter was headed to the school. I didn't know what to expect. I did not know if his friend could calm him down or if he planned on coming to the school and shooting everybody. He didn't shoot anyone. He did come to the school and I could hear him and his friend talking. We were hiding and fairly quiet. Next thing you know, I'm running. I want to get away from this person as much as possible. I remember being so afraid that I would be running as fast as I could. I would jump off mini cliffs by my house and jump over huge rocks just to be as far away as possible. I don't know why I didn't just drive my car home and through the neighborhoods. I ended up at my house and my Mom and Ron were there. I told them about the shooter and I was afraid the shooter was following me so I went to the lock the door but it was only a screen door. We had no idea if the door was locked from the outside and we didn't have an actual door. I went up to my room. I looked out my bedroom window and the shooter was there, once again surrounded by many, many cop cars and cops. I was, once again, afraid that he would end up near me. It seemed like wherever I went, he followed. He ended up at my house but didn't have his gun (although I thought he could just pull it out of his pocket any second). The family was talking to him and I was upstairs in the room. When it came down to it, we realized that when he was angry, he would turn into a different person and pull the gun out. There were "trigger" words that, once were said, would put him into a new and completely different state-of-mind. Two words that stood out were "Black" and "Bright". If anyone said those two words, he would do a 360. Him and I actually spoke. He asked me about these five shirts that he looked at and wanted my opinion on them. His Mom was there and I told her that no matter what, do not say the word "Black" or he would freak out. So we had to through these shirts, and colors, give our opinion, without saying that color. Then I remember I left, once again going over small cliffs, jumping over rocks, running through neighborhoods as far as possible. I remember talking to a friend during this adventure of mine. In the end, no one was hurt or shot. I think he maybe shot one time but it wasn't at anyone, it was in the air. The second part of this dream, I wrote three separate notes/letters to my cousin Susy. I told her I was pregnant, or at least I was sure I was. And then I woke up. When I woke up, Susy had messaged me saying that she had a dream that I was pregnant! So wild.
On April 16 I had a dream that I was at work and there was this Fanzz event that three of us girls attended. It ended around 2pm and I was going to have a one-on-one meeting with one of the employees at Fanzz around 3pm to discuss setting up monthly payments for something. After my friend got mad for wanting to set up payments (and she had explained why it wasn't a good idea), I decided to not have my appointment. Unfortunately, the three hours that we spent with Fanzz was a conference type meeting. The lights were completely out and the speaker had mention my name confirming our 3pm appointment. I didn't say anything, no one knew me except the people I was with, but it was still a little awkward.Instead of going back to work when this event ended, everyone decided to go home. Unfortunately for me, this was a struggle. Apparently Fanzz had a Costco behind it and that was where I parked. I went out to my car and ended up having to go through Costco and an airport. But this was not the Salt Lake airport, this was LAX. I had to get out of my car several times and it felt like I had to walk through a maze to get out of there. There were lines dividing the customers to make things easier. There was a line titled "California Residents", one titled "Old and Rich" (ha) and there were a few more that did not fit the category I was in. Obviously I was not a CA resident, old, or rich. So I went up to someone that worked there and asked and they directed me to this line that I was right by. I'm not sure what the category was. I had to wait two minutes for their computers to load. They checked me in but, unfortunately, I couldn't just leave from there. I had to go stand in another line with everyone else. I stood in this line and the saw a shorter line to the right. so I went in that line. I looked up and there was a sign that said TAXI. Shoot. I couldn't be in this line so I went back in the other, which at this point was much shorter. When I finally got out, I turned right figuring I could get back to Costco and find my car at that point. I had my cell phone in my hand (I don't know why it wasn't in my pocket or purse) and my purse. I turned right and kept seeing pools. Swimming pools, some had waves so I had to hold my phone up so it didn't get wet. I had to walk on thin concrete paths and hope I didn't fall in. I had like a 10 year old kid ask me if I wanted to have alcohol with him. I kept going, I think I even fell in a pool once and there was a time where my phone wouldn't turn on due to heat. I woke up before I found my car. Although I did keep thinking about how I was going to tell Cody why I hadn't gone back to work after the Fanzz event and how I ended up in California.
April 24: I don't follow politics, but I had a dream that Bernie Sanders won. I also had a dream I was at Uncle Mat's and Grandma showed up. I haven't seen either of them in a year so it was nice to see them. Although Grandma said that she could put me to work and give me some things to hold while I walk home. I also had a dream about this guy Alex and this girl Kristin - both of whom I know - and Kristin had two kids (one girl and one boy) and was married to Alex. I was over there to spend time with Kristin but all I wanted to do was be on the computer. She was in the middle of telling a story and my music was on and I wasn't really listening to her. Apparently I was not a great friend. She then left and took her daughter and completely left her son. It was just me, her son, and her husband. Not awkward whatsoever. She then came back because she realized she left her son. Don't worry, she wasn't leaving her husband, she was just going shopping for a few hours.
On 4/26 I had two dreams that were related to work and school combined. I also had a dream about Kylan.
I had a three hour class that I was going to but during class, Charlie Puth was going to be performing. It was also a waterslide/party. I was one that was asked to help put the inflatable water slide together so that during Charlie’s performance, we could be on the slide. I was literally talking to Charlie as I was helping with the slide. We then decided we were hungry so we went to this street taco cart. I don’t remember what I ordered but it sounded amazing. I think there were three different choices to order. After his performance, Makaylee and I headed to PFL which was actually just a class at school taught by Kevin Knudsen (GM of LHM Ford Lincoln Provo). Which was odd because he is such a shy and quiet General Manager. And then I had a dream about Kylan. He said he wanted to get back together with me and I told him I had to think about it. In real life, this would never happen. Especially since the next thing that came out of his mouth was, “If I told you that you had to be on a diet, or you had to eat a specific food type, would you be ok with that?” Hell no.
May 6 I had a dream that I went to Japan over New Year's with my family. We were in this area for the first few days and it was a nicer area than the other part that we went to during the tail end of the trip. There were individual stalls, like bathroom stalls, and everyone had their own. I thought they were for....going to the bathroom. Instead, you sat down at a chair, uncovered this blanket at this table and ate this Chia stuff with no silverware. It was like the Chia ball things that weren't good. According to Amanda, this "event" was "relaxing". Food does make me happy, but I didn't see it as relaxing and ate one bite and was good. Next thing I know, New Year's Eve is here and my family said that we would walk around and explore Japan until midnight or later so we could be out for the New Year's celebrations. Next thing I know, we are back at our hotel or room by like 7pm and I passed out. So I slept through all of the celebrations and pretty sure I didn't wake up until I woke up in real life. So May. I woke up in May.
May 11 I had a dream that guy said he didn't want to be with me because he told me that I spray-tanned my booty. I told him I didn't but he kept saying that I did as if he knew me better than I knew myself. I have never had a spray tan so I have no idea why he would think I got that. My booty is def. not orange.
May 20th I had several dreams since I slept for 16 hours. One of them was D.J. Perez was a rapper and he was rapping about me. He decided to go up on this stage, be the first one to rap before everyone else. He got up on stage, started rapping and said my name since the song was about me. He literally rapped one sentence, and you could tell he was so nervous. He said he was out, went behind the red curtain. He didn't get booed luckily but it did take a few seconds for the audience to clap. I was in the very back and a few people were making fun of him. I tried to get them to stop. When he came back to see me, I was trying to be positive and let him know that he was brave enough to go up there and things will get better and easier every time.
May 27th I had a dream that I had my swimsuit on and was ready to go to Lagoon. It was late in the afternoon so they had discounted tickets for $35. I went up these stairs and this guy mentioned my boobs. They must have been big.
May 30th, I had an extremely detailed dream about being at church camp. They were lining up in teams for competitions. I was late (of course) and ended up being in line with about 10-12 people. All of us were competing with 8-10 other groups - all lined up. The first competition was BB Guns and shooting at targets. Since I was late, I did have the chance to go and did fairly good with shooting. Next up was that game was Chubby Bunny. This one I knew I would be horrible at so I didn't play. The third game I forgot what it was but passed on that one too. Apparently if you aren't good at something, you don't have to play. I do remember shooting this boy twice with a BB gun (although he pulled the "BB"s out which ended up being nerfs, so no harm done). Next thing you know, everyone is going crazy and just throwing things and fighting and stuff. Apparently I was the oldest one there and there wasn't any type of leadership. We also went on this small hike and saw the Salt Lake Valley. Knowing we were closer to home made me happy. This was CMR though so, in reality, that's in Cedar City and up the mountain 45 minutes.
June 3 I had a dream that I was at a school or something similar, and someone there had asked to move my car. I was okay with that but, after I was ready to leave, I got in my car and my car wouldn't start. I tried over and over. Finally I decided the best thing to do would be to take the steering wheel out and take it to Alexis who could let me know the problem. Maybe she was a 16-year-old mechanic? Not totally sure. I don't think she ended up finding the problem.
June 9 I had a dream that we were at our LHM1000 event for work except we weren't selling cars. It was just like a concert event. It was a Sunday and I had walked past and forgot that I was supposed to take pictures. Normally LHM1000 wasn't opened on Sunday. I took photos and hung out with some of the DJ's - including Demaggio. They had an inflatable castle and so many people were on it. It started pouring rain and the castle collapsed. I just saw bunch of people screaming and scared. I wanted to post a picture saying, "Even though our castle collapsed and it was pouring rain, we are still here at LHM1000!" After the collapse, we stood up to sing the National Anthem. Demaggio was talking the whole time during it and I was getting annoyed. After, I went and sat down on this chair in the stands. It was a few seats over from this guy and, because I sat close to him, He thought I liked him. So he asked me out. I don't know how I denied him, but I found a way.
June 10 I had a dream that Alexis and Andrew could both turn into basically whatever they wanted. Andrew did that and "went missing" for two weeks and then he was back. Alexis went missing and I didn't think anything of it until Day 3. Andrew and I decided to look for her. Since she was younger, I was thinking maybe she didn't know how to use her "powers" as well or she got stuck somewhere. We looked in pipes and I remember being in a bowling alley and I was looking everywhere for her. It was nice to wake up and go to my Mom's and realize Alexis was not missing.
June 14 I had a dream that I was back at school and the General Manager of Larry H. Miller Ford Lincoln Provo, Kevin Knudsen, was the teacher. I think I attended class twice that semester and at the end of the school year, we had this big project. Pretty sure I failed.
On June 29th, I took a lortab and had a crazy dream. I had a dream that Angie and Char lived together in Hawaii and I was staying over at their house. I was inside and ready for bed and I saw a little worm on the floor. I was a little disgusted seeing as how I don't like bugs like that. I was watching it for a minute and then it jumped. And jumped again. And again. But it wasn't jumping just up, it was also jumping out. And, as it jumped, it developed spider legs. Then I was really creeped out. I hate spiders. At that point, I knew I had to kill it. It was jumping though so I couldn't get it. And for some reason, I didn't think a shoe would kill it. Last, but not least, it turned into a shark. So it was about one foot long and now it was several feet tall. Out of the water, with spider legs and no longer a worm. I grabbed some dental floss/string and started slicing it. Then it opened it's mouth and I saw like 10 mini sharks in it's mouth. I kept cutting it up and slicing it with dental floss and then I put it in a bag and set it on the counter. I wanted to show it off to Angie and let her know that I killed it. She wasn't too impressed but I was. That's all that really mattered at the time. That I, Abbie Guerrero, can kill a worm/spider/shark!
July 2nd I had a dream that Kevin (ex) was my boss. I had just stuck Ramen Noodles in my mouth when he walked in. He let me know that I had Ramen Noodles all over my face. Hey, ex, thanks for noticing! I'm not quite sure why I couldn't clean my face up in time. I knew he was going to walk in the room any minute.
July 3rd I had a dream that Amanda came to me and said she wanted to divorce KC. I told her that she told me that she would never leave him and vice versa. She wanted to go out clubbing and live the single life and I told her she should have thought about that before having three kids and that she has responsibility now.
August 2nd I had a crazy dream. I started talking to Kylan again in real life but about a week ago, he stopped talking to me. All of the sudden he randomly knocks on my door and stays and visits for an hour. He has a child with him, a boy, but it's not his or mine. I think he said it was his godbaby or something. So we are at my house in Pleasant Grove, my old house on 1100 North, once he leaves, I was wondering why he left. Just like now in real life, he stopped talking to me and I'm not sure why. I found out that he had been sleeping with my Mom, who is now married in real life. This was a consistent thing and I was so mad that I started swearing. I was asking my Mom if she f-----ing slept with him and she admitted to it. She was cheating on her husband but also sleeping with my ex. I had never been so angry in my life. I'm still angry about it and it was just a dream.
August 3 I had a dream I was sitting right next to Keith Urban. I let him know his concert was the best one I ever been to.
August 7th I had a dream that we went up to Cedar Mountain Retreat (CMR) but it was only a two-day event as adults - instead of a week like it normally is. In fact, Lil Jon was there and a very-Christian married couple (Jon and Brooke Larson), the husband, was dancing with this girl who had on a short skirt and said, "She's fun to dance with". It was like CMR Gone Wild. And then they served breakfast food for lunch and dinner. I wasn't hungry so I waited until there was literally two French Toast left. Then there was this little kid who took one and just dumped it in the garbage can for no reason. Although his parents were right there, I was like, "Why did you just do that???" and I didn't even wait for his answer before I left. Then, being in the mountains, we looked up in the sky and saw amazing lightning and the coolest scenery. One of my friends were there who have never gone and she tried to take her tray of food up to the cabin. Someone got over the intercom and said, "Whoever is walking up to the cabin with food, please turn around" and she was embarrased but no one knew who she was except me. We all took photos of the cool scenery and there was a slideshow going on of cool scenery (the dream was all about cool scenery).
August 8th I had a dream that we were in a grocery store and we were participating in a "Candy Hunt" like an "Easter Egg Hunt". I remember there being Reeses cups just hidden randomly amongst other food and even refrigerated food. I looked up at the roof at one point and there were the words "Erin" and I looked down and behind some food products and there was so much candy behind there. Then on the ground, certain words appeared once the water went on to water and keep the veggies cool. Apparently all of the words were hints on where the candy was hidden. I was so happy that I was one with the most candy. Ashlee and Britanee were in my dream too.
August 14th I had a dream that Cody (boss) had called me at 8:15am and asked where I was and if I was coming in to work. In real life, I work at 8:30am but in my dream, I had been late so I'm thinking it was 9:15am when he called me. I told him I would leave now and go straight there. Well, as soon as I hung up, I realized I couldn't go in to work because I was in another country. It was like a Costa Rica-type setting, just really relaxing, but I didn't want to call him back because it would cost me. Apparently I was going to miss two days of work without letting him know.
August 19th:
May 6 I had a dream that I went to Japan over New Year's with my family. We were in this area for the first few days and it was a nicer area than the other part that we went to during the tail end of the trip. There were individual stalls, like bathroom stalls, and everyone had their own. I thought they were for....going to the bathroom. Instead, you sat down at a chair, uncovered this blanket at this table and ate this Chia stuff with no silverware. It was like the Chia ball things that weren't good. According to Amanda, this "event" was "relaxing". Food does make me happy, but I didn't see it as relaxing and ate one bite and was good. Next thing I know, New Year's Eve is here and my family said that we would walk around and explore Japan until midnight or later so we could be out for the New Year's celebrations. Next thing I know, we are back at our hotel or room by like 7pm and I passed out. So I slept through all of the celebrations and pretty sure I didn't wake up until I woke up in real life. So May. I woke up in May.
May 11 I had a dream that guy said he didn't want to be with me because he told me that I spray-tanned my booty. I told him I didn't but he kept saying that I did as if he knew me better than I knew myself. I have never had a spray tan so I have no idea why he would think I got that. My booty is def. not orange.
May 20th I had several dreams since I slept for 16 hours. One of them was D.J. Perez was a rapper and he was rapping about me. He decided to go up on this stage, be the first one to rap before everyone else. He got up on stage, started rapping and said my name since the song was about me. He literally rapped one sentence, and you could tell he was so nervous. He said he was out, went behind the red curtain. He didn't get booed luckily but it did take a few seconds for the audience to clap. I was in the very back and a few people were making fun of him. I tried to get them to stop. When he came back to see me, I was trying to be positive and let him know that he was brave enough to go up there and things will get better and easier every time.
May 27th I had a dream that I had my swimsuit on and was ready to go to Lagoon. It was late in the afternoon so they had discounted tickets for $35. I went up these stairs and this guy mentioned my boobs. They must have been big.
May 30th, I had an extremely detailed dream about being at church camp. They were lining up in teams for competitions. I was late (of course) and ended up being in line with about 10-12 people. All of us were competing with 8-10 other groups - all lined up. The first competition was BB Guns and shooting at targets. Since I was late, I did have the chance to go and did fairly good with shooting. Next up was that game was Chubby Bunny. This one I knew I would be horrible at so I didn't play. The third game I forgot what it was but passed on that one too. Apparently if you aren't good at something, you don't have to play. I do remember shooting this boy twice with a BB gun (although he pulled the "BB"s out which ended up being nerfs, so no harm done). Next thing you know, everyone is going crazy and just throwing things and fighting and stuff. Apparently I was the oldest one there and there wasn't any type of leadership. We also went on this small hike and saw the Salt Lake Valley. Knowing we were closer to home made me happy. This was CMR though so, in reality, that's in Cedar City and up the mountain 45 minutes.
June 3 I had a dream that I was at a school or something similar, and someone there had asked to move my car. I was okay with that but, after I was ready to leave, I got in my car and my car wouldn't start. I tried over and over. Finally I decided the best thing to do would be to take the steering wheel out and take it to Alexis who could let me know the problem. Maybe she was a 16-year-old mechanic? Not totally sure. I don't think she ended up finding the problem.
June 9 I had a dream that we were at our LHM1000 event for work except we weren't selling cars. It was just like a concert event. It was a Sunday and I had walked past and forgot that I was supposed to take pictures. Normally LHM1000 wasn't opened on Sunday. I took photos and hung out with some of the DJ's - including Demaggio. They had an inflatable castle and so many people were on it. It started pouring rain and the castle collapsed. I just saw bunch of people screaming and scared. I wanted to post a picture saying, "Even though our castle collapsed and it was pouring rain, we are still here at LHM1000!" After the collapse, we stood up to sing the National Anthem. Demaggio was talking the whole time during it and I was getting annoyed. After, I went and sat down on this chair in the stands. It was a few seats over from this guy and, because I sat close to him, He thought I liked him. So he asked me out. I don't know how I denied him, but I found a way.
June 10 I had a dream that Alexis and Andrew could both turn into basically whatever they wanted. Andrew did that and "went missing" for two weeks and then he was back. Alexis went missing and I didn't think anything of it until Day 3. Andrew and I decided to look for her. Since she was younger, I was thinking maybe she didn't know how to use her "powers" as well or she got stuck somewhere. We looked in pipes and I remember being in a bowling alley and I was looking everywhere for her. It was nice to wake up and go to my Mom's and realize Alexis was not missing.
June 14 I had a dream that I was back at school and the General Manager of Larry H. Miller Ford Lincoln Provo, Kevin Knudsen, was the teacher. I think I attended class twice that semester and at the end of the school year, we had this big project. Pretty sure I failed.
I had a dream on 6/20 that I worked for the state and Lebron James was wanted for unpaid child support and other financial difficulties. He was just an average dude with a clunker car and living in Orem like 15 minutes away from me. Somehow we got in contact and he invited me over, picked me up from my old PG house, and we went to his house. On the way, he mentioned that I deleted him from Instagram. I had deleted and blocked him but for him to know that and for him to follow my Instagram, I was a little shocked. Little did I know, he had a girlfriend because we did make out. Apparently we pulled up in front of his house, his girlfriend was there so he decided to head to the backseat of his car so she wouldn’t see him with me?? So I’m sitting there in the passenger seat, in his car, and his girlfriend walks up to the window and I just look forward and act like she isn’t there. Well she knows that is his car so she said she was going upstairs to his room. Unfortunately, she was sitting in the wrong room. Him and I go into his house, which was tiny and he shared it with like two other people. They just won the championship last night but he was living like just a normal dude. He goes up to his room, and his girlfriend is sitting in the room across, which isn’t his (haha!) and she was sitting there for who-knows-how-long. Then he said to me, “Do you think she knows that that isn’t my room?” and we both giggled. We kissed and after I kissed Lebron, I said, “Okay, so what should I do now? Arrest you?” because he was on the Most Wanted list for unpaid child support. We talked, and the girlfriend finally came into his room and all three of us were laying on the bed. It was a little awkward. He was kissing her. I was wondering how I was going to get back home because I had work in the morning it was probably after midnight. I was thinking about sleeping over and calling an Uber. Next thing I know, I am back at home, in which I drove my car which is weird because Lebron had picked me up. I didn’t remember driving home and I woke up and got ready for work.
On June 29th, I took a lortab and had a crazy dream. I had a dream that Angie and Char lived together in Hawaii and I was staying over at their house. I was inside and ready for bed and I saw a little worm on the floor. I was a little disgusted seeing as how I don't like bugs like that. I was watching it for a minute and then it jumped. And jumped again. And again. But it wasn't jumping just up, it was also jumping out. And, as it jumped, it developed spider legs. Then I was really creeped out. I hate spiders. At that point, I knew I had to kill it. It was jumping though so I couldn't get it. And for some reason, I didn't think a shoe would kill it. Last, but not least, it turned into a shark. So it was about one foot long and now it was several feet tall. Out of the water, with spider legs and no longer a worm. I grabbed some dental floss/string and started slicing it. Then it opened it's mouth and I saw like 10 mini sharks in it's mouth. I kept cutting it up and slicing it with dental floss and then I put it in a bag and set it on the counter. I wanted to show it off to Angie and let her know that I killed it. She wasn't too impressed but I was. That's all that really mattered at the time. That I, Abbie Guerrero, can kill a worm/spider/shark!
July 2nd I had a dream that Kevin (ex) was my boss. I had just stuck Ramen Noodles in my mouth when he walked in. He let me know that I had Ramen Noodles all over my face. Hey, ex, thanks for noticing! I'm not quite sure why I couldn't clean my face up in time. I knew he was going to walk in the room any minute.
July 3rd I had a dream that Amanda came to me and said she wanted to divorce KC. I told her that she told me that she would never leave him and vice versa. She wanted to go out clubbing and live the single life and I told her she should have thought about that before having three kids and that she has responsibility now.
August 2nd I had a crazy dream. I started talking to Kylan again in real life but about a week ago, he stopped talking to me. All of the sudden he randomly knocks on my door and stays and visits for an hour. He has a child with him, a boy, but it's not his or mine. I think he said it was his godbaby or something. So we are at my house in Pleasant Grove, my old house on 1100 North, once he leaves, I was wondering why he left. Just like now in real life, he stopped talking to me and I'm not sure why. I found out that he had been sleeping with my Mom, who is now married in real life. This was a consistent thing and I was so mad that I started swearing. I was asking my Mom if she f-----ing slept with him and she admitted to it. She was cheating on her husband but also sleeping with my ex. I had never been so angry in my life. I'm still angry about it and it was just a dream.
August 3 I had a dream I was sitting right next to Keith Urban. I let him know his concert was the best one I ever been to.
August 7th I had a dream that we went up to Cedar Mountain Retreat (CMR) but it was only a two-day event as adults - instead of a week like it normally is. In fact, Lil Jon was there and a very-Christian married couple (Jon and Brooke Larson), the husband, was dancing with this girl who had on a short skirt and said, "She's fun to dance with". It was like CMR Gone Wild. And then they served breakfast food for lunch and dinner. I wasn't hungry so I waited until there was literally two French Toast left. Then there was this little kid who took one and just dumped it in the garbage can for no reason. Although his parents were right there, I was like, "Why did you just do that???" and I didn't even wait for his answer before I left. Then, being in the mountains, we looked up in the sky and saw amazing lightning and the coolest scenery. One of my friends were there who have never gone and she tried to take her tray of food up to the cabin. Someone got over the intercom and said, "Whoever is walking up to the cabin with food, please turn around" and she was embarrased but no one knew who she was except me. We all took photos of the cool scenery and there was a slideshow going on of cool scenery (the dream was all about cool scenery).
August 8th I had a dream that we were in a grocery store and we were participating in a "Candy Hunt" like an "Easter Egg Hunt". I remember there being Reeses cups just hidden randomly amongst other food and even refrigerated food. I looked up at the roof at one point and there were the words "Erin" and I looked down and behind some food products and there was so much candy behind there. Then on the ground, certain words appeared once the water went on to water and keep the veggies cool. Apparently all of the words were hints on where the candy was hidden. I was so happy that I was one with the most candy. Ashlee and Britanee were in my dream too.
August 14th I had a dream that Cody (boss) had called me at 8:15am and asked where I was and if I was coming in to work. In real life, I work at 8:30am but in my dream, I had been late so I'm thinking it was 9:15am when he called me. I told him I would leave now and go straight there. Well, as soon as I hung up, I realized I couldn't go in to work because I was in another country. It was like a Costa Rica-type setting, just really relaxing, but I didn't want to call him back because it would cost me. Apparently I was going to miss two days of work without letting him know.
August 19th:
I had a dream that I was at Fellowship Bible church and so was all of the Miles (from camp) family - Summer, Kristy, Tim...etc. Apparently Tim and his wife got divorced and since he was a Pastor at Southland in St. George, he left that church and brought his whole family to Utah County. Katie Risinger was pregnant and there as well.
In August 2016 I was in California and had two dreams that I remember fairly clear. The first one was that it was the morning of the LHM1000 tent sale at work and our kick-off meeting is at 8am (in real life) but in my dream, I didn't wake up until 11am! Then I was thinking, "Cody said that I could work from home this morning" and then a few minutes later I thought, "...no he didn't". So this morning (LHM1000 in real life) I made sure I set my alarm 5 times to not miss the kick-off. I also dreamed August 31st that my Mom said she was moving to California in week and a half. She said I could go with them and I remember going in to work and just crying because I wasn't sure if I should go or if I should stay. It was super overwhelming. September 15, 2016 I had a dream that cousin Suzie and Emily were in a lake and Suz was pregnant. October 4th, 2016 I had a dream that I had already quit work and was planning on moving to Australia until I wanted to. I had four big bags ready to go on the plane. The plane was supposed to leave to Miami where my family would take that plane with me. From Miami, it would be a straight flight to Australia, all alone. It was 6am and I was all ready. I looked at my itinerary, realized my flight was not until 8pm..and decided I didn't want to go to Australia anymore. I let my family know, I assumed I wouldn't get my money back and called them to cancel. That's when I woke up. On October 15 I had a dream that since Cody is leaving Saxton Horne (in real life) we decided to do a team lunch at La Costa. There is a La Costa in Sandy but before I met the team there, I went to this store with Amanda and KC. We saw this mattress that looks so comfortable so Amanda, KC, and I laid on it. There were two other guys that were already on it and one of the guys kissed me. His breath did not smell good and I was kissing him in front of my sister which was weird anyway. I left and surprised he didn't ask for my number. I saw him about 20 minutes later, we didn't kiss, but still surprised about the number. I went to what I thought was La Costa and it ended up being Chick-Fil-A. I was looking at the menu and it took me about five minutes before I realized that this was not my favorite restaurant and was not Mexican food. I went outside and walked around to try and find La Costa. I saw the guy that I had kissed and asked him if he knew where La Costa was. He pointed to a restaurant that was not La Costa. I don't know why this was so hard to find. Then, next thing I know, Used Car Supermarkets was actually a class, not a car dealership. I was at a school and walked passed this classroom that I was supposed to be in and Travis Johnson was like "You just passed your classroom" and I'm glad he said something because for some reason, my mind went blank and I could not remember where this classroom was. I told him "I know" and acted like I knew where I was going. I went up these stairs and there was a door at the end so I went back down the stairs. Then I saw Latonya's Dad going in the elevator and he said hi to me. Then I saw a coke machine and realized if I am going to go to class, I should get a Coke Zero. Apparently Scarlett thought I would be paying for hers too because I literally did. But at the Coke Machine she decided to point out that my top is super see-through and it looked like I was basically naked. I thought I was fine and told her I just got there so I'm not changing. I got my Coke Zero, she got her drink, and on our way to the UCS class, I saw a sports magazine on the counter and it had Preston (Latonya's brother) on the cover and I looked through the magazine and it showed pictures of him playing on BYU (football) and now he is a coach of Weber State. I looked through it to see if there were any articles about him and what they said and I saw a normal magazine page and it said a guys name and then "Preston's Friend" and then his friends autograph. Preston didn't have a picture of him autographed in the magazine. I don't remember going in to the actual UCS classroom. On the way home or to another location, apparently I had to push this tennis ball with my car tire and that was how you knew where to drive. Well, this doesn't really make sense nor did it in my dream because the ball would go in the middle of the road and it stopped traffic until I could get it and have my wheel control it the right way. People were out of their cars helping me with getting this tennis ball. This was pretty disastrous. I didn't get back to work until 1pm which actually doesn't seem too bad compared to everything I went through. October 19 I had a dream that Nana, Papa, and I went to Lagoon with a few other family members. While there, Papa decided to give me some money. About $1,000. At that time, there was such thing as a $500 bill. He gave me one of those and a few $200 bills. Nana was SO mad at Papa!! She stopped talking to him and walked away. October 24:
I have been wanting to move to California the past few months so I had a dream that I moved there. The only difference was that I was moving in to dorms so I could go to school there, just like Biola when I was 18. I had five roommates- two guys and three girls. I had mom walk me to the door of my new dorm and I think the address on the home was 335. Mom left and I walked in and there was one of the guys and one of the girls around the corner putting stuff in drawers and unpacking their stuff. Since I already have my Bachelor’s degree, I signed up for dance classes, workout classes, and yoga. I had one class a day around 5pm and I remember seeing on my schedule Yoga and Stair Stepper. The toughest part for me was working out five days a week. We all wanted to get to know each other so we decided to go to a College Football game. But we were in the car – two in front and four of us in back. We wanted to get as close as possible so decided to go to this ridge (in our car) with people below and tried to get as close as possible. Well, we literally almost fell down/drove down this cliff thing and all the sudden there was this new technology that basically reversed you when your car is stuck so luckily we used that and we were back on the road. The two guys were so completely opposite. I remember one was this guy who was SO cute but everyone thought so and he knew it. We were watching or doing something, all six of us, and he calls me over. I remember wearing this shirt where some of my stomach showed and there was this modeling agency that he wanted me to meet. I told them that I wasn’t in shape but that I was taking dance classes five times a week to help that. I posed for them and him and the modeling agency were both like “Ow ow” like I had this foot pose and apparently it was super hot ha ha. The other roommate was darker skinned and he seemed a little odd. I don’t remember his exact race. That’s all I remember for now. All I know is I was happy, living the dream, and making new friends.And it was awesome.
November 3 I had a dream I went to Hawaii with my family and we stsayed with Ryan Thurner. He lived clear up at the top of the mountain so we had a certain amount of water we could use the entire stay there. We had planned on staying there for about a week and a half. It was Mom, Amanda, Me, and the three nieces. Mom was flirting with Ryan and was wearing something skimpy while I was hand washing dishes. This sounds more like a Cinderella story. I woke up wanting to actually go to Hawaii like I was supposed to last year for my birthday but ended up not going. I was aso going to be staying with Ryan so it's weird that almost a year ago I was supposed to be staying with him in Hawaii.
November 9 I had a dream that I was staying at Ashley Dawson's house (which I really am moving in with her next week) and we decided to go hot tubbing. It was her and her two dark-skinned friends at the hot tub. I needed to put my swimsuit on so Ashley gave me the key to her apartment to go and change. I saw two numbers on the key, one said 45 and the other said 60 something. I thought that the 45 was the apartment number. I also figured that the door would be unlocked (even though I literally had the key to unlock it in my hand). I opened the door to #45 and I saw a kid in a highchair to my left. His Mom was feeding him with a spoon while on the phone and never even noticed that I opened the door. I hurried and closed the door and ended up going to the 60 something apartment number. That was the correct one :)
November 20th: I'm not totally sure how this came about but I had a dream that I was put in charge of killing someone. Either he dies or I die so it was more like a movie. The thing is, being a normal human being, I couldn't just kill this guy. So I tried to do what I could to hurt him such as throwing shoes at him, throwing shoes with heels at him, and throwing plastic food at him. That did not seem to work. I also tried to hold his hands behind his back, which did work, but still didn't hurt him. The other part of my dream was I was putting on a contest/giveaway. This giveaway happened up in the mountains a little bit and the winners were pre-picked. The "show" or giveaway part of the event was free. We chose about 10-15 people but apparently 5 of the women didn't show. I also think it was held at Lagoon and since tickets were $60/ea just to get in to the park itself, winners didn't want to pay that or couldn't pay that so that could be part of why they didn't show up. There were two ladies who were saying they needed a ride and couldn't get someone to take them. I told them I could go get them and both of them were entrants in this contest. I went to call them before the event started and they didn't answer so I didn't pick them up. I can't remember who won or what they won, but I do remember lining up the contestants at the front of this stage and then having the audience sit in seats or on the floor. We were in this room and welcoming people as they walked in. December 6 I took nyquil and had a dream that, even though I have a boyfriend, I cheated on him and started making out with Chris Cahoon who is currently married. He came over and asked if he could kiss me and started kissing me. But later that night, he had his family over and we were all at the table and he didn't want me by him. Instead, he had his kids' mom next to him. Apparently cheating was a big mistake. December 10th I took nyquil and had a dream that Ron woke up at 7:45am and was late for work at the post office. In that same dream, I saw Gail Miller have a crumpled piece of paper and tried to throw it in the garbage can and barely missed. Char was also in my dream. I put braids in a guys hair and Gail told me that he looked like this guy who I had never heard of but apparently it was an insult. I had a dream about Taylor's Dad on 12/14. Her Dad passed away about a year ago and sometimes I have had dreams about my Dad but it was weird to see her Dad in my dream.
On 12/13 I took nyquil and had a dream that this lady asked if she could buy Rice from me. I randomly won Rice in real life the other day - I have no idea how. But usually the things I win, I resell. So she was already to go and asked me about the rice.
On 12/20, I had a dream that I was in a different country. Each country that I went to was within walking distance. I was with Mom and Amanda. We went to China and Europe. Each of them brought their passport but I did not. Instead, I showed my license and they let me through. It was more like Disneyland where you stand in line, show your ID and then walk through. I went to like four different countries in one night.
January 5th, 2017, I had a dream that I was a reference for a job for Jeff. I didn't want to mess it up so when the potential employer called out to me, he was asking me so many questions as if I was the one trying to get the job. He was asking me about certain definitions of things welding and I had no idea. Then I realized that the company I was speaking with, the guy on the phone had written a book. So I got the book and started scrolling through things trying to act like I knew what I was talking about. All in all, I just wanted to look good for Jeff's potential employer. I also had a dream I was on the phone at work (Progrexion) and had my headset on and taking inbound and outbound calls. January 13th I had a dream I was in class and I had recorded a video for school on my laptop. I hooked my laptop up for the class to see and the video was played by my teacher. After the video was done, she said that we had recorded something else that she wanted to share and was taking the class through my photos on my computer. Unfortunately, some of those photos were personal and inappropriate and I was embarrassed. I didn't know what to do but she would stop on the photos and it took a minute for her to realize what they were. We all left and I had left my laptop in class on her desk. We went to another class that was a 10 minute walk and everyone left their items in the previous class. After that class was over, I realized I didn't have my cell phone and hoped I had left it in class with my laptop. I was with three other people, one of which was drunk and not sure about the other two. This 10 minute walk back to class took way longer than it should have. There was also a line because apparently everyone had left their computers there, not just my class, so there were a few people that were helping to determine whose laptop was who. I said mine was probably up at the teachers desk and we looked and looked and couldn't find anything. I finally found it after a few minutes on my desk in class along with my cell phone. January 27th I had a dream that I was up at church camp. I had a crush on this guy who shared a cabin with us. This church camp was really camp minus the "church" part. I didn't do anything with the guy but they were co-ed. There was a pretty sunset outside and he was trying to take a photo and kinda crawled over me to get it. But then I saw him lying on the bed next to another girl. Church camp growing up was Monday-Friday. I remember Candice from church camp being in the same cabin as me and Randi was there too. I saw a girl sitting on a bench by our cabin and I was like "Girl, why are you crying?" No respond. "Girl, are you ok?" No response. Then I realized it was Randi and she was crying on the bench so I said, "Rand, why are you crying?" I think her and I had gotten in a fight. February 5th I had a dream that I was at work (Nothing like dreaming about work and then waking up and having to go to work) and since my real last day of work is tomorrow, I think work is haunting me. I had a dream that I had a list of three monthly reports that I needed to complete before I could leave work. One of the stores I didn't even have and the other two were Provo stores. I was getting frustrated that I had to do a report for a store I didn't have. Lisa got mad at me and told me to just "Do the report" so I did. Once I woke up, I realized I hadn't done any monthly reports in real life and it hadn't even phased me until that dream. February 22nd I took Nyquil and had a dream that I was at my old church in Utah (FBC) and I think a spider had scared me so I jumped and knocked something over which flooded the church. I was 2-3 feet in water and trying to save some things that had value to me. At this point in time, I had stored some of my clothes and boxes there and now they were getting soaked. The church doors were completely shut so water was not draining. I opened the front doors to let some water out and a few of my friends came to the rescue. There were probably 5-10 of us t the church at the time the flood happened. There wasn't much that anyone could do once I opened the doors and let the water drain out. The grass soaked up the water and there was plenty of room for the water to go. February 25th I had a dream that Bill Bagley had posted his 5,000 social media post on the Cedar Mountain Retreat Facebook page. He had asked me to go to the third floor and then as we were leaving, he would give me more details of what I needed to post. We weren't at camp but we were at a high-end hotel. I happened to take an elevator that didn't have a third floor. This happened in Real Life in Las Vegas so I must hav had that in the back of my head. I was on the elevator and then had to get off on a random floor and find an elevator that had a 3rd floor on it. On March 1st I had a dream that I was working at Saxton Horne and we had two floors. Upstairs was Lisa, Daniel, and a few others. Our team decided to take a snow day and go snowboarding. Even though I am 31 years old, I had to have moms approval for me to go snowboarding through work. There was also a packet of paperwork we all had to fill out before we could go. I filled out the paperwork, checked that mom approved, texted it to her to get her approval, and then went upstairs. While upstairs, Belinda from Saxton Horne said, "just so that you know, if you were to be snowboarding and they saw a dead peasant in your shoe, you would get in trouble", I was so confused but looked down and saw a boot with a dead peasant right on it. I was convinced that wasn't my boot seeing as how it was a single boot and I had just gotten upstairs. I was trying to prove to her that it wasn't my boot. I took the boot downstairs to match it against my shoes and couldn't find a shoe that looked like that and I knew it wasn't mine but Belinda mentioned twice that it was. After filling out the paperwork, I realized I didn't want to go snowboarding - I would go with everyone but didn't actually want to go snowboarding. I asked the team if anyone had extra room for me and no one said anything. At that point, I realized no one liked me and went back downstairs :( March 30th I had a dream that Makaylee who I used to work with was pregnant. I haven't talked to her to see if that is true in real life. April 5th, 2017 I had a dream that Jeff wanted Amanda, even though she was pregnant, they were this close to each other and I walked in and I wasn't sure if they had already kissed but it looked like they were about to again. Jeff asked me if he could kiss her and I said, "Kiss her....and I will never ever ever see you again" and he didn't kiss her. April 16 I had a dream that I was pregnant. I think I was having a boy. I was feeling great and waiting to be sick since I knew I was pregnant but it didn't happen. April 24th I had a dream I was walking downstairs and saw Mark Stevens, he didn't realize I had a boyfriend and asked if I could hang out. I went and hugged him and told him I had a boyfriend and right then, Josh Bennett came by and said, "This is my boyfriend" and then ran downstairs where Jeff was lol. May 8th, 2017: Jay Leno was in my dream so that was weird. I had a dream that I had two days to move out of my condo so I could move to California. I had to sell my bed, my dresser, other miscellaneous items. I remember taking photos as well as photos of the area around my condo in case I needed to put my room up for rent. I remember being outside and saw Jay Leno there, he was like a security guard or something, he wasn't himself. I was taking pictures of the sunset and this open field area around my condo so I can share all of the photos together online. I had asked one of my roommates if I should put my room up for rent or if they wanted to find someone. They said they would find someone. That's all I remember! May 10, 2017:
I had a dream that it was 10:30am and I was supposed to carpool to work with Alana. She had not called and Marisa had not called me. I texted Marisa and was like, "Oh my gosh, Marisa" and that's it. I didn't have any excuses.
5/11:
I had a dream that I was walking and there was this lady that was 8 months pregnant (or more). She seemed a little off so I asked her if she was ok. She said no and she had these papers in her hand. She was walking and I thought she was going to fall. But she walked a minute or so, went up to her husband/boyfriend/babydaddy and said, "Nope, I can't deliver these for you" and then handed the papers to him. From there I let her be. I also had a dream that I was at my old High School and I walked out and couldn't remember where I parked, let alone actually remember parking. I searched three different parking lots and tried to remember but I couldn't remember a thing from that morning. Maybe I had been drugged in my sleep. It was super weird.
5/14:
I had a dream that I was driving and there was this truck full of thin but long wood. He turned a corner and half of the load of wood fell out. He never even noticed. I was going to go tell him but he went off this side street and I didn't think I could keep up with him
5/27:
I had a dream that I had a wedding ring on my finger. I don't remember what it looked like but I remember looking over and seeing a silver band on my left hand
5/28:
I had a dream that I woke up at 11:50am and was late to work but threw up three times. I was surprised no 9ne messaged me to ask if I was coming in. I texted Marisa and Alana and told them I was sick and hopefully I could go to the doctor. Marisa was ok with it even though it was the day after Memorial Day and she could have thought I drank a little too much. I think it was due to stress in real life. Last time I threw up in real life was due to stress.
5/28 ctd:
I had a dream that since Jeff and I plan on buying a house, I found the perfect house for us in our price range. It had a lake out back, room for him to weld (in like three different places), an amazing kitchen, it was only 10 minutes from my work and I took photos and wanted to send them to Jeff but him and I are in a fight so then I was like, ok, I want this house by myself, what do I have to do to get it? It was a house that I couldn't pass up. I remember telling my mom how much money I had to put down and how much I have in my account as if she was my agent.
6/4:
I had a dream that it was 9:05am and thought that I was going to be on time for work, thinking that I worked at 9:30am. In real life, it takes me 45+ minutes to get to work so I have no idea where I got 25 minutes. Anyways, I went to start my car and it wouldn't start. Nana and Papa didn't want to drive me to Paso Robles (I was at their house) and an Uber would have been way too expensive and I had no one else that would take me. Papa said he could take my car and work on it. At 9:30,Marisa called me and said that she was frustrated that I had been so late lately. I told her I had no way to work. I'm not sure what happened that day. Four or five days later, the same scenario played out except I went to go drive to work and my car was gone. I went outside and asked if anyone had seen my car and they said it was a few blocks away, and they had to take it over the weekend and weld parts of it because it hadn't started and that was their way of fixing it. I was going to be late for work again and I remember running down blocks and finding it and it was still in the shop. Marisa called me at 9:30am again since I was late and I told her that I didn't realize that my car was still being worked on. I was on the phone with her and I was with cousin Susy and we were driving in her car and I kept telling her to keep it down so I can hear Marisa. Since I couldn't get a ride to work,, she was going to mark me as having a death in the family so I didn't get in trouble. It was a 20-30 minute process to complete and while we were doing that, Sus and I had gone through a car wash, met up with Chanel, dressed up the same in pink outfits and I kept telling her to keep things down so I could hear Marisa. I'm sure Susy would have taken me to work but I asked several people and they said no so I just figured out as a day off work :) We all went to this rooftop hot tub and Jeff wasn't there. This was by Nana and Papa's house. I ran in to Nana and Papa's house and Jeff had been welding. I let him know that everyone was hot tubbing and I had a really cute swimsuit on and since we were alone, he just wanted to do things. I woke up right after that. At the hot tub, it was mom, me, susy, chanel, and like 5-6 other people.
6/12/17: I had a dream that Amanda had my first nephew Falcon. He is due in two weeks so apparently I'm really excited :)
6/20: I had a dream that I arrived to work at 10:30am. I am not sure why I keep having dreams that I am late to work but I have them often. I also had a dream that my ex-boyfriend called me. He is currently engaged to a girl he has been with for more than five years. I ended up calling her and letting her know that he reached out to me. She sounded very upset. I don't think I met up with him or anything but it was weird to receive a call.
6/27/17: 6/27 My dream consisted of five of us and we rented four rooms somewhere so each had out own huge place. Each room consisted of like four rooms in one. It was huge. Alexis was in my dream and we went with mom and Ron to the ocean for awhile but I don't like salt water so Alexis and I went to the local pool. I know we can go to the pool anytime but the salt water was making me sick. When we were by the ocean, we would take turns playing two different games. One was in the water and one was outside of the water. The one outside of the water you had to slide or push this thing three times and it had to exactly land at the target. I don't remember what you won if you hit all three but I think it had to do with meeting NBA players because Andre Kirilenko was there and a classic NBA player (Kareem-Abdul Jabar maybe?). Mom was upset that Lexi and so went to the pool and I guess you actually had to spend a certain amount of time in the ocean before you can go to the pool because these ladies asked us right before we went in. Apparently we had this tube hanging off our back that determined the amount of salt water or how deep in the water we went (I told them that each of us raced four different times in the ocean) and we both passed. We went in the pool and mom found us and wanted her to join her in the ocean.
7/8/17: 7/9/17 Yesterday Jeff and I broke up. In my dream last night though, I dreamed that we were still together and he was doing exactly what I wanted him to do. He put me as a priority. Jeffery was in this room watching TV and we went across the street to Nana and Papas to go in the hot tub. I asked Jeff if Jeffery would be okay by himself and he said yes. He then asked me what it was that I wanted to do. We ended up going in the hot tub. I woke up in real life so happy because he did exactly what I have been wanting him to do for so long. I never asked him to put me before Jeffery but knowing that Jeffery was okay, it still made me happy. 7/9 I had a dream that Jeff and I broke up (as we did in real life) and he said he didn't want to be with me because there was another girl that he wanted to date. For some reason, he let me go with him to meet the girl who was a blonde. He didn't try to stop me as a told her that not even five minutes before we left, he had been dating me. And then I said, "On that note, peace" and left. Then I went to Facebook and put everything on there and started swearing like a sailor. I even told him to his face "F YOU" but I said the word and I absolutely hate the word so for me to say that over and over in my dream, I must have been extremely frustrated. 7/10 I had a dream that I woke up and it was 1 in the afternoon and I was supposed to be at work by 8:30. I have dreams like this all of the time. No one had contacted me about being late and when I woke up I messaged Marisa and let her know. 7/14/17 Jeff and I broke up one week ago and haven't talked in almost that same time. I had a dream that he did text me but I don't remember what it said. For some reason I was at his house or someone's house that knew him and his aunts/uncles/dog showed up so I let him know that his family was here. I don't think he even responded nor did he want to see me but in the meantime, I was there with his family. At some point, they all left and stuck me with their dog for a few hours. This was no ordinary dog. This dog had false teeth and basically every time he would bark, his teeth would loosen so I would have to put them back in for him 😂😂 When the family got back home, they said that he wasn't behaving normally and took him to the vet. I was stuck home alone again and ended up on a text message string from Albert which was so random. I guess there was some sort of celebrated holiday in Belize and he thought I would care, so his message said something like "Happy _____" whatever that made up day was. I asked him to be removed from that group. Sunday I was thinking I would see Jeff in my dream but at that point, he hadnt messaged me to let me know if he was going to come by and see his family or not. Apparently I was staying there because I had a room there that was actually more like a living area because while I'm showering, his whole family is just right outside my certain and tub talking in the same room. I had a couch and bed so they were basically in my bedroom but my bedroom was huge. Totally awkward showering in the same room as his family and he's not even there. Oh I actually think he worked as a cashier at Target because I remember going there and he owed me like $60 from this coin I found on the floor and he hadnt refunded me so I asked him about that through text as well. I never actually saw him or his face in my dream though, just messaged him. 7/17/17 I had a dream about this girl Kristen who I have never met but she is on my Facebook and we have like 50 mutual friends. I had a dream that her and I were fighting and being rude to each other because for some reason, we didn't like each other. We were playing lazer tag with this big group of people and I just stood there trying to get her as much as I could. I know there was a red team and blue team. I did really good in that game which was surprising because usually in lazer tag I just hide lol. But I remember I did not like Kristen and did everything I could to make her look bad. 7/18/17 I had a dream about Caitlyn Jenner last night and I woke up and she was in the news today. It was like I was in an episode of Kardashians. The Mom was in my dream too. Amanda and Emerson also were. Amanda slept until noon and was grouchy. 7/19/17 I had a dream that I put on this huge party. The goal at the end was to get people to stay and try our Pasolivo olive oils in hopes that people would purchase them. I welcomed people to my property (and it was huge) and offered them hot dogs, meat, quesadillas, and something to eat. I let the kids roam around in my backyard and I think I even had a pool because I remember looking for sharks or alligators in the pool. I think it was more like a lake though and less of a swimming pool. I had quite a bit of people there and I had planned to have it be a few hour event. One couple thought it was a few day event and asked about a hotel nearby. Another couple had let their child wander down the street so they ended up leaving early. My aunt lorna was in my dream and she had stopped by Pasolivo in real life so she was excited to sample the oils. I had all of the oils in my back yard and asked Mom and Ron for some mini cups. They didn't have any so I just decided to use larger cups. It wasn't planned or executed very well. I kept calling Ron "Dad" which was weird. I was basically taking food out of the fridge and kitchen and offering it to guests. I was surprised at how many people showed up throughout those few hours. I finally was about to do my speech on the olive oils and hand out samples when I woke up. I just remember saying, "OK you guys, I will start going over the olive oils in 10 minutes" and everyone was excited to try them. I only picked out four of the nine so I didn't overhwhelm them. I also didn't have any in stock so I had to hurry and make a list of those who wanted to order and let them know that if they paid that day, they would be the first to get theirs. I had to scramble for paper and a pen to write down each oil on separate paper. Then, I had to wake up and go to work :) 7/20/17 I had a dream that Mom was getting married except I was wearing a white dress just like hers, but as a bridesmaid. The dress went down to the knees and it was a long sleeve dress. The song started playing for her to walk down the aisle and I told her I could hurry and go change. Her and Nana said that would be a good idea so they stopped the wedding so I could go change. I told them 10 minutes tops. I went into the bathroom to change and started looking for a dress that looked similar to the bridesmaids dresses. There were two different types of dresses that they were wearing and I had one that was similar except I couldn't find it. I started going through some clothes and still wasn't sure what to wear. I remember looking at the time and thinking I only had 10 minutes. I don't remember what I ended up wearing but I was happy that my Mom and I didn't wear the same dress in her wedding. 7/21/17 I had a dream that I was messaging Jeff and asking him to meet up somewhere except my phone wasn't working well and my messages were not making sense. I think I even tried to call him but my phone was messing up. I remember Mom and I were at our house and completely forgot that Amanda was having a pizza party for KC, Pres, and Ellie for their birthdays. For some reason, no one reminded us about the birthday and it was an hour or two after the party started and we remembered about the party and I tried to message Jeff to see if he wanted to meet at their party and I think he was at another party of my familys. 7/23/17 I had a dream that I worked at Progrexion again. I was trying to sell this guy based on what the programs were when I worked there last. Prices had changed since then and the call disconnected. I called him back, he texted me, and it sounded like he was interested. I tried calling him a few times and texted him again to get him to answer so I could close the sale. I woke up before closing the sale. 7/24/17 I remember having a dream with Jeff in it but I don't remember exactly what it was about. 7/30 I had a dream that I had an interview in SLO at 11am during the week that would make me more money than my current job and would be closer to my house. I was trying to figure out how I could make it without saying that I had an interview. 7/31 I had a really weird dream. I was a very terrible person in my dream. I was with a guy, I think, and I remember this girl walking into this store and I didn't like her. I'm not sure if it had anything to do with the fact that she likes my boyfriend or something to that affect. Anyways, I think she had a knife or something and was going to hurt me...so I....all of the sudden had these magical powers that could make her melt like the wicked witch. And sure enough, she melted, and I took everything that was left over of her and put it in a water balloon. I had this random water balloon in my hand walking around this store and the lady that worked there asked me where I got it. I knew I lied because they did not carry waterballons there. She told me I needed this additional coverage that goes on the outside of the water balloon to help hold it together so it doesn't break. Little did she know that she was assisting me with this chick that I didn't like and making sure she didn't escape. 8/3 I had a dream that Teddy and Andrea were both dating each other. Andrea has a little boy (dark skinned) and in my dream, Teddy had a son (white skinned) and he was holding both boys hands. I saw him and said something about how "I didn't want to date him" and then I sat awkwardly there while him, the kids and Andrea sat there. It was like I missed my chance. But in my dream, even though I did want to date him, it sounded like he wanted to date me but was in a relationship with her. It was super confusing to me.
8/12 I had a dream that uncle mat and aunt Jen were fighting and possibly getting a divorce. I just remember uncle was with me and was just sad and frustrated
8/13 I had a dream that Chris Cahoon let me and one of my girlfriends borrow his white truck while he slept inside this main house. I saw this guy across the street and he had some sort of instrument (like a bow and arrow or something unique) and I told my friend that he was going to come over and kill or hurt us. We tried hiding in blankets. He did come over, he didn't hurt us but he did steal some of my stuff. Some of my clothes actually which was weird. I knocked them out of his hand because of how mad I was because he walked away and told me he took them. Later, there were two scenarios that happened. One of them I was hiding from that same guy inside the house and I went into the laundry room where a few other people were and I sat down in the corner and put a small blanket over my head to try and hide from him. Everyone else walked out while the guy was asking if they had seen me or if anyone else was in the laundry room. They said no, left the light on and shut the door and he never came back to find me.
I was with a group of people and they had asked if I could use this string/rope and tie it around their necks. They didn't believe they would die. Well all of them passed out but woke up acting very strange, so they didn't die. One of them woke up and said, "My 80th birthday is tomorrow" and she was only 65. All of them were enemies and once they woke up, they had forgotten that they were after me or didn't like me.
8/14 I had a dream that I was with a guy I liked and my cousin was just being really gross and tooting and burping in front of him and not being respectful or thinking about how I feel being around him. I didn't do any of that thank goodness.
8/18 I had a dream about my ex, Kylan, and he was still pretty much the same person as when I dated him. There were certain things I didn't like and that he was picky about. I remember in his dream, his mom was married and I saw her the previous night/morning. It was like 2am and I wasn't drunk but I think I was with Angie and we were in this big grassy area and I remember dancing. Justin R. was there and was like, "come here" so I did and he said, "i doesn't look like you are having fun" as he shows me a photo of me dancing. I was having a blast without alcohol. So I guess I saw Ky's Mom there. So when I saw her the next day, I wasn't too shocked to see her. But he did tell me that he was at the beach and wanted to hang out. I asked him if he was still at the beach and I left to go there. It took me 45 minutes and when I got there, he was like "What are you doing here?" as if he didn't want to see me. I talked to his mom for a few minutes and then him and I went back to the beach because I didn't just want to stay inside all day. Oh yeah, apparently I was headed back to Utah at like 5pm so I wanted to do something fun before I left. That's all I remember.
August 21 ?I had a dream that I was at my old job on the phones. A lady called in and said she received a message from a specific person. I told her that there are a lot of people that work in the office and we have two different shifts so she could call back for him the following day or earlier in the day. For some reason, she wasn't happy with that response and kept me on the phone for probably 15 minutes. As soon as I got off the phone, I returned to my own desk which was one seat over (I have no idea why I answered somebody elses phone) and then I looked up and there was a guy with a gun. This was, by far, one of the scariest dreams I have had. I started running and, next thing you know, there is a mom with her child kneeled down on the floor and the gunman is pointing the gun at the baby, he is also kneeling. I kneeled down and grabbed the gun, turned it around and pressed it into the gunmans stomach and just started pulling on the trigger. I have maybe shot a gun twice in my whole life so I just kept hoping it would work. He was using his hands and trying to hurt me but, next thing you know, he stops and that's when I realized he was dead. I never saw any blood but I know he was dead. I saw another one but he didn't look like a threat. My co-worker and I tried to take the elevator downstairs but there was a security guard saying we couldn't take that specific one. We saw another one moving so we went over and got in that one and went downstairs. I ended up receiving a certificate for saving a life.
August 27 I had a dream that I came into work and Marisa wasn't there. I asked Alana where she was and she said, "She went to Stockton". In real life, she is going there on Thursday but I was sad that she didn't tell me when she was leaving and instead, just told Alana.
August 30 ?I had a dream that there was going to be a shooter and the point of going through this process was to guess who the shooter was going to be. I had gone to this hotel earlier in the day and checked in and the guy at the front desk was the guy at the hotel in Home Alone. I checked in and then left the building. I was surrounded by people and thought there were two options for who was going to be the shooter. When I had thought I narrowed it down, I took this girl with me and we were going to go the park. Well the "shooter" knew that we were going and I wanted to get as far away from them as possible so we ended up going to another park, not the one we initially discussed. After that, I figured that we could go back to that same hotel because she wouldn't find us there. I went back and for some reason, the people at front were the same people that helped me initially and they were a part of this conspiracy thing. They assigned me to a different room because I figured me and this girl could hide there and no one would know. I was looking for the right elevator when I woke up.
August 19, I had a dream that I got laid off from my job. I went to this huge convention with the owner of the company (the owner in my dream was Christine, who was the owner of my old job at Glymed) and she put together this strategy and presentation. Once it was over, her and I went to this room and both sat at this table where she told me that I am no longer a part of the team and that she put the new strategy together so that moving forward, she could do things herself. Lulu was there in my dream and she also got laid off. My sister also worked for the company. Christine went back into the room where the speakers were and I made it known that it wasn't fair that she was doing this. I even used the term, "F***YOU" and got a round of applause from the crowd. Lulu had been crying and my sister and I had traveled together. I'm pretty sure my sister was out of a job too so we decided to go to the casino and stay at the hotel since we didn't have a job to get home to. I told Susy my dream and she told me that she also had a dream that I got laid off and we started teaching a fitness class together and did 10 minute Abs together LOL.
September 2 I had a dream that I met this guy who I really liked and we were walking and talking and we were with a bunch of people and he went off and everyone met back at this house except for like two people and he was one of them. Awhile later, these four guys were carrying him in and he had like hurt his ankle or something and couldn't walk. While he had been gone, I found out that he was born in like 1993 or 1995 so he was like early 20's and I'm 31 but for some reason, him and I just clicked. I went to go see him right when he got there and they put him down and he said he didn't want to talk to anyone or see anyone so I left. I didn't see him again before waking up.
September 7 I had a dream that DJ and Jon came out to california from Georgia and visited me and one of my friends. DJ and I hugged and he had to go but he was going to Miami which is where the hurricane (in real life) is supposed to hit. I was going to call in sick today (Friday) and take a flight to go see him. I wanted Jon to ask him if he wanted me to go out there with him and Jon could stay with my friend. He never called him though. Instead, I called DJ and he asked if I needed anything and I said no.
September 14 ?I had a dream that Chanel's ex-boyfriend, devin, asked me if I wanted to go to a movie with him. I also had a dream about trains. Timmy is obsessed with trains in real life so I can see how I dreamed about them. September 22 I had a dream that I was three classes away from graduating college. I attended one class and did good in that class but I attended the other classes maybe one time during the entire semester and completely forgot about the classes the rest of the semester. At the end of the year I had no idea when the final was for the class I attended one time and I knew I was going to fail since I never went. Then I found out that the teacher who taught that class ended up getting fired because he was a jerk to the students which meant that maybe I could use an excuse that I never attended the class because he was rude to me?? Either way, I still had two classes left that I had to figure out what I was going to do. I did good on the one final I took. I think my score was out of 30 or something and initially I checked online and it said 8/30 and I was happy about that. It ended up being 18/30 which, in real life, is terrible but in my dream I was happy with it and I think it's because I already had an "A" in the class so I still knew it would be passing. 9/24 I had a dream that I was tagging myself on the Pasolivo Facebook page in pictures and video and the whole page ended up deleting because I guess me tagging myself on there was not allowed. 9/29 I had a dream that there were two guys that I had spent a little bit of time with, they were both friends and I liked one of them specifically. The guy I liked had two whole bottles of Vitamins/pills of different sizes and I was helping him put them all back in the container. I told him I would pay for them because I was trying to be nice. He had left already and I went to pay it and the lady handed me something that said, "Bad payment. Bad payment. $130" something like that. I found out he was so broke and I was stuck paying more than $130. I thought it would be like $20. Anyways, I later found out that the guy I liked was gay and so was his friend so this whole dream was disappointing. 10/7 I had a dream that my cousin was very violent. She had a kitchen knife in her hand and I thought she was going to attack me with it. I started grabbing it from her. Then she was driving and we went down to this lake and she almost ran us into the water. She stopped right before but I opened my door and was going to fall out thinking she was trying to drown me or kill me. 10/13 I had a dream about my Dad. I dont' remember seeing what he looked like but I do remember being late for work and then deciding to call in sick because it was already 9am and I kept trying to get to work but there were all of these hurdles so I decided to call in sick to work and spend time with Dad. I also wanted to spend time with Nana and Papa too because at that point in time, I wanted to focus on my family. 10/14 I had a dream that there was a photo of Uncle Ronnie and Aunt Shellie. Shellie passed away when I was 8 in real life but this was like a dedication to them. I was trying o recreate the photo, I think it was being copied onto something like a cake or something and I had to go through and mark some of the details that the photocopy didn't show. The lady I was working with on it was getting upset at me because she wanted specific things to say and do that I wasn't doing correctly. 10/15 ?I had a dream that Ralph's Boy (who I haven't seen in a week and a half) actually was in the hospital which is why I hadn't seen him. I saw him at Ralph's and he said, "Hi Abbie" and I never knew that he even knew my name. Then I went over to look at something and I asked him how he was - at the same time he asked me a question. We both laughed and then he said he was in the hospital with a parasite and thought he was going to die. He was bandaged up on his stomach and undid some of the bandage so I could see but it was just a tiny dot. It was good to see him, even if it was in my dream :)
I also had a dream that going into the restroom at this place, you could turn left and hide in this closet. It also had a safe in there. I think the safe code was 2342.
?I had a dream that Susy had fallen and her knee was bleeding. She had a bunch of make-up and stuff that she was carrying and I was going through and picking it all up for her and she was being rude to me. I told her I was going to stop cleaning up and helping her if she didn't stop being mean. She had driven to where we were located so I asked her if she wanted me to drive home, and she said "yes I had assumed you would" and once again, was being rude. We were then at a casino and I told her I would leave and go gamble if she didn't stop being mean. I also threatened to call Michael.
Dream 10/18 I had a dream that I was 5 hours late for work and trying to come up with a reason/excuse of why I didn't come in. My main excuse was that I was sick and just slept all day.
10/22/17 ?I had a dream I was in a bike race. I hopped on my bike, went around the block about four times and that was all I could take.
11/4/17 I had a dream that I gave Alexis a barbie that was in a package and it looked like her but it was pregnant and said "it's a girl". I also had a dream that I was doing scratchers and the scratcher was huge and had kind of confusing games and I don't think I really won much. I think I was up to $39 and then went back down to $22. I also had a dream that I had this huge party but was meant to make some work announcements. Grandpa and Grandma were there, aunt Sami, so maybe this should have been a family reunion. But Marisa and I think Bryan were also there. We were eating enchiladas and I mentioned that we should offer small dishes like this but using our Olive oil. I also know that in that same meeting, I was with Mark Bailey and I was up front making some announcements.
11/7/17 I had a dream that I colored my eyebrows super dark. I also had a dream about Jeff and I was back with him even though I knew it wasn't what I even wanted and I told myself I wasn't going to get back with him.
11/15/17 I took Tylenol PM and had a dream that my Dad was a tattoo artist. We walked into Kevin's house (my ex) and he was playing video games with his guy friend. He wasn't married in my dream like he is in real life. He was talking to us but had no idea that I was who I was. My Dad said that if he were to tattoo the alphabet on his calf, he would pay him $150. So he let him. Except it was only like half the alphabet. I also had a dream that there was this house that this lady lived in for 15 years but she had a huge backyard and everyone had their towels laying out. Stephen and Jared were in my dream and they lived in California and so did I. I was excited that they lived here with me. Chanel's house and roommate was the one with the big backyard. I was with that girl that was there for 15 years (I have no idea what her name was) and Chanel left me to go somewhere else. Her friend was showing me how to do my hair and eyelashes - together. There was this white thing that I would pull down over my bottom lashes and somehow put it in my hair. It was like additional hair but it was white and it was supposed to be trendy. I'm not entirely sure but I tried it and then I had ponytails in my hair so I would add that white hair from my eyelashes to my ponytail. It was weird.
I had a dream that I was playing a miniature Ski-ball game that was a gambling-type game. I kept winning money on it and hitting bonuses.
November 20th I took Tylenol PM and had a dream that Susy and I were supposed to pick up Alexis from the airport. Well, I told her I would and then completely forgot. Alexis called me a few hours later asking where I was and I told her I could leave in 15 minutes. I called her back, got her voicemail and the voicemail said, "Deceased" with her message. I thought I had killed my sister by making her wait for hours at the airport by herself. Then I thought that it couldn't be possible so I called again and this time she picked up! Well, Mom did, and asked how long until I can get Alexis and I told her I was leaving now. Alexis was alive. I was so happy and I left right then to go get her from the airport and I will never again leave Alexis at the airport for hours on end or forget about her - in real life and in my dreams.
I had a dream that I was at work and Marisa and Alana walked in and Marisa was crying and said that everyone was here like the owner and everyone else. The owners met with us and told us that we were moving buildings in the next year or so. I google mapped how far away the new building was and it was 2 hours and 7 minutes away. I didn't really know what I was going to do because of how far it was but figured I had time to figure it out. When I walked back into the office, Marisa and Alana's offices were completely packed up as if we were moving right now. I started packing up some of my stuff since they had been but couldn't get all of it packed by the time I left to go home that day. I also dreamed about my Jazz-themed birthday party that I'm having in five days in real life. I took out the plates and cups. 12/6/17 I had a very vivid dream that I was with a group of friends nd all of the sudden this lady comes over and pulls out a gun. She has dark skin, black hair, and is wearing a purple outfit. She pointed it at my head from behind and then moved it down to my butt (lol) and I was so nervous that I was joking around with her and I was like "Don't touch my boot...." and didn't say "booty" and then I laughed and was like, "You don't want to shoot my boot" or something like that. She decided that she had something to do and didn't want to hold the gun to my head anymore so we moved to this corner and she put the gun on my head so I could balance it on my head. Well of course it fell and once it fell, there were two guys right there to grab it off the floor. She walked off and I told her I was going to call the cops for attempting to shoot me. That is why I had her description down so well. I never called the cops and she was slowly walking away. 12/16/17 I had a dream that I went into Walmart, I had about 5-10 items in my cart and I was able to walk over to Target to do some more shopping but with my Walmart cart and then my new cart from Target. I was sitting in the walmart cart and pushing the Target one. I was for sure in people's way but I didn't have to walk so I didn't really care. I walked in to Target and was told to go to this canopy if I wanted a chance to win holiday/christmas prizes. I went up there and then I also went around Target looking for my Coke Zero. I must have known in real life that I needed to go to the store and that I was out of Coke. ?I had a dream that I had moved and left all of my stuff at the school gym as a storage unit. This included a TV and boxes and boxes worth of stuff that I had packed up. I am pretty sure I forgot or didn't realize that all my items were there because I was going through them as if I didn't even remember them or didn't remember leaving them there. There were a few sentimental items and then my TV was hung up to the wall. I remember thinking that if I could get it removed and come back for it later, I could probably sell it for $100-$200. My sister Amanda was in my dream and so was Susy. There was this guy who was cute who all of the girls seemed to have liked. He did talk to me and wrap his arms around my waist a few times. Pretty sure he liked me the most but I have no idea who this guy was in real life. Maybe my boyfriend ;) 12/26 I had a dream that I was pregnant with Kevin's baby. I've never had a dream about being pregnant before so it was quite scary. I was bleeding and didnt' know why and then I realized that I was pregnant. I was about to take a pregnancy test before I woke up. I was nervous, scared and then started getting a little happy. 12/31/17 I had a dream that the Denver Broncos won by one point in yesterday's game. They ended up losing by 3 :( I got laid off of my job in real life on 12/27 and both the 27th and 28th I had dreams about Pasolivo and things I would normally do at work. 1/11/18 I had a dream that I was celebrating something big but my friends now weren't over, it was a random combination of people that my family knew that were over. I had Carolina who I haven't seen in 10 years and Jacquelin who I haven't seen in 5. And then people I didn't know but were my families friends. I ended up having to serve everyone. Mom was downstairs the whole time except for when she came up and told Carolina that her hair was cute but she put too much hairspray in it so it looked crusty. Then she was talking about religion to her and offended Carolina so she went downstairs. I asked my mom to apologize, she went into the other room and I told everyone in the room "Just so everyone knows, I love Carolinas hair. I love the curls. And as for religion, I think everyone has a right to their own beliefs. I also asked my mom toapologize but I don't think she will. But that is my opinion." I tried to stay out of the drama all while cooking or microwaving food for everyone and celebrating my accomplishment of something that I don't know. This random guy was there and he was older but knew someone in my family. He put together some food he wanted and he wanted this baked potato. I poured a mixture of things in it and asked him if that looked good to him. He told me that he promised his wife that he wouldn't stay over but told me it looked good and that he was getting an Uber tomorrow. My only appropriate and related conclusion would be that he thought the food would be so good that he would be in a food coma and wouldn't want to drive home :) I had three microwaves that I was using and two were in this slanted kitchen. It is very hard to keep things on a plate when the kitchen is slanted. Before I microwaved the potato, I asked Stephen Brown (apparently he was there for a quick second) to hold the potato so I can grab a plate. I'm sure if i put the potato on the counter, it would all spill out since everything was slanted. I sat on the ground and examined the plate. It didn't say anything about microwave safe but I used it anyway and it was fine. At this point, Carolina had gone home and now it was Jacquelines turn for some drama. She had gone downstairs and came back up saying she was leaving. I apologized to her and said I would call her later so we could talk about what happened since I wanted to give Her my full attention. Before she left she was talking to this other girl but kind of at all of us and said "don't forget about group art night on wednesday" and the girl had no idea what she was talking about. Neither did I but I wasn't sure if I was invited or not. She had to explain to the girl what it was and then was even more mad because she made it seem like she knew exactly what she was talking about. I don't remember much after that. Someone asked me (one of my friends) if I had anything romantic. I asked her if she was looking for candles or something and then she said comedy movies. I was in the middle of cooking but told her I can look after. My brother was in my dream and he helped me fix something but I think after that I woke up. A very detailed dream tonight! 1/29/18: I had a dream that my friend Candace and I were going to the casino. On the way, we stopped at this gas station. There was this vending machine that had CDs in it. I noticed that one of the CDs was about to fall so I shook the machine just a tiny bit and ended up with six CDs. I clearly remember one was Britney Spears and one was Backstreet Boys. After I got the CDs, I asked them where their bathroom was. I had been there before but they had added on and changed things around. Next thing I know, I come out of the bathroom and it's like 3-5pm which is way laterthan I anticipated since we still had quite a drive. When I walked out of the bathroom and to the car, I told Candace that I needed to go back into the bathroom to change my tampon. Nothing like having your period in your dream and waking up to not having it in real life. Anyway, before I did that, she was asking me about a password to my printer in my car so she could print off a few documents. I didn't know the password and I told her she probably couldn't print in the car and she said OK and that was that. Oh when I left the bathroom the first time, Christy Grogg was in there (it was a pretty big bathroom) except it had like turned into a swimming pool but she said that I've been lucky and to rub some of my luckiness onto her. I did some weird things just to be funny and then I left to the casino. Woke up before I made it soI'm not sure how lucky I ended up being. 2/1/18: I had a dream I got a job and I ended up taking outbound calls all day with a script. This lady was on hold and I took it and I had to read this long script word for word and luckily I woke up before I had to read all of it. I also had a call to my phone but from the main office and they wanted me to apply for the marketing job there. Amanda and Falcon were sick and the people that worked there were taking care of both of them. I was in a call center. 2/3/18-2/4/18: I had a dream that my sister Amanda had twins and went through a one hour labor. Although the labor part is unrealistic, apparently twins run in KC's family in real life and I didn't know until I had my dream. I also had a dream that I was working at Progrexion Marketing where I was making commision and taking inbound and outbound phone calls. I was on the phone and spent a lot of time with this lady who wanted to sign up her and her daughter (aka a "double"), I started reading her the agreement and her husband was on the line and then the line disconnected. Well, the weird thing is, I could still hear him asking if I was there but he called in using another line, got someone else, asked for me, and that person lied and said it was me and they went through the script and stole my sale. I was so mad and apparently my mom was the manager so I went and walked to amandas room (in our PG house), pushed open the door and said, "Sister, do you know where Mom is?!!" Well, KC was apparently behind the door and he kind of shut the door in my face so I opened the door again and asked where Mom was. At this point, I found out that KC was doing a training for Ique behind the door which is why he shut the door in my face in the first place. They didn't know where mom was so I went back to the phone (which shared a wall with Amandas room) and kept saying "F YOU" to the person who stole my sale as if they could hear me. Apparently you could open the door that led from where I was to Amanda's room so KC opened it and at this time, his team had left and so he yelled at me, "F*** YOU!" and I yelled at him, "F*** YOU!!" and we just had an F-word swearing match. I hate the F word so it was very unlike me. 2/6/18: I had a dream that I was at Heartz Castle, or some huge castle with spiral stairs that we went up and there were no handrails and they seemed to go almost upside down. I'm pretty sure that Hugh Hefner was our tour guide (although he's dead now) because it looked like him. I was on my period in my dream (this isn't the first time I have dreams involving "girl time") and I had to change my clothes so I did like three times. I guess Kevin was there too because I told him I would watch Jace and instead I went back to our room and changed. Our room was like a log cabin type space. I didn't take Jace with me like I should have and apologized to him and another guy that was there with us that I didn't keep an eye on Jace like I said I would. 2/11-2/13: I had several different dreams during this time frame. The first one was I was in Paris, France, and was told that they had the lowest terrorist attacks occur because of the process one has to go through in order to even enter a location. For instance, I went to this bookstore with whoever I was there with. I had to get into this machine that turned me upside down like three times. Then I had to look through this peephole in which it measured my eyes and searched my background for anything that I may have on my record. Once they saw that I had nothing, I was able to go inside but through the top floor. The entrance was at the top (out of three floors) since that is where the least amount of people were, that was the only reason why I was told. It takes longer to get to the bottom floor which is where everyone mainly was. The second dream was that Kevin cheated on me. I woke up so sad because we were on this beach at this beachhouse and this chick just walked in and I knew he was in there. He came out and I was like "So you are just going to cheat on me?" and he did seem apologetic, he wasn't bragging about it or laughing or anything but I was a little disgusted by how it was just so easy for him to do this. The third dream was so intense. I didn't wake up until noon so if that doesn't say something. I was supposed to go to the Jazz game with Angie and Randi so I was in Utah at this hotel. The game was maybe 30-60 minutes away from starting and I had talked to one of the girls and they said they were almost at the hotel. I must have fallen asleep or something because when I woke up, the game was almost over. I had never told them what room I was in so when I called them, they said they were trying to get ahold of me for the past few hours. We decided to go get some food since we basically missed the entire game. While I was waiting for them, these maids (guys and girls) kept coming in to my hotel room. It was so often and there were several of them at a time. One almost sprayed me in the face with water, one took a shower in my bathroom and bragged about how amazing MY shampoo and conditioner were, another searched my purse and pulled out my debit card, I asked another if it was a man or a woman. Apparently there was an old woman who got stuck in a toilet and three guys had to come in to MY room and help her. My room was like the main hub for everything apparently. Rand and Ang finally showed up and we went and got food. I don't remember much after except whispering to Rand that the guy who took my debit card was right by us and I thought he was going to use it and charge it up. OH and one of the maids also told me that I owed them $1,700 for littering. I told her I had only been at the hotel for a few hours and stepped out of the room maybe three times. I told her she needed to show me video proof of me littering. I'm pretty sure I was cussing. I was not a happy camper. 2/14: I had a dream that Pasolivo called me and wanted me to come back to work for them after almost two months of not being there. I decided to go back and I asked who had been taking over the social media and website and everything while I was gone and both Alana and Marisa had said that they were. They needed my help so I remember sitting next to Alana on a computer facing the wall straight on and just looking through blog posts. Apparently Alana and I had this assignment due that we were assigned before I left. I was supposed to send the Owner these three images that I had to create. I told him that I did that before I left but he never received it. I looked through my sent email and my saved documents and saw absolutely none of those images so I had to restart and I had one week to complete them and send them in. I also told Marisa that I sent them to David Blain (President of Saxton Horne, my old job) so I possibly sent them to the wrong person. Although I did check my sent mail and it wasn't in there anyway. Apparently I miss this place. February 26th I had a dream that I was walking down 1100 North in Pleasant Grove and turned this corner in the evening. For some reason, that was where my ex Kevin lived with his current wife and they were just getting home from the hospital after his wife had his second baby. I have no idea in real life if they have a second baby but they didn't see me when I walked by. On the way up the hill going back home, Kevin did see me and talked to me and said his wife just had a baby. I didn't look at him at all because I didn't really care about him or his family. I mumbled, "congrats" and then went back home. March 1st I had a dream that I was dating Kevin but I didn't want to go to his house because Stephen (Michaels cousin) was here from Virginia (he is here in real life but nothing in my dream happened in real life) was here visiting. I had called Kevin and told him that Stephen had kissed me on my neck but nothing more. March 3rd I had a dream that Kevin and I had a baby, or more like a toddler. And we were playing this game and I was along side of this wall and babe was a little bit in front of me. And then our toddler ran over to Alexis and Mom but they didn't really know who the baby was because they don't live here and didn't really know much about the baby. Well, the baby was like 2 or 3. It could walk but I don't know if it was a boy or girl. Then I remember being in a room and next to the bed there was a door where this little tiny baby was. I protected this baby, I watched it and it was asleep until 2:30pm but I had to keep an eye on it. Again, I don't know if it was a boy or girl. And then I remember laying right next to it like it was my baby. 3/16 I had a dream that I received a partial check from unemployment for $172 April 7 I had a dream that Susy was going to lose her house and go to jail for the rest of her life because she said she paid $35,000 to her mortgage company and they said they never received payment. She also wanted me to fill out this information that was illegal so I started filling it out and then stopped because I wasn't going to go through with it but when I was questioned by the feds, I explained that to them and they knew it was her idea which was another reason why they were going to send her to jail. The final reason was because I was about to get married and she wanted me to wear this specific shirt and then throw it at someone or something to distract people but in all reality I didn't want to ruin my wedding for her so I didn't do that either. She never went to jail in my dream but I was told that she will be in jail for the rest of her life. I had a dream that I went through this worksheet at work and found out that Ariat SKUS had been placed on Spring Footwear so I had to backtrack and figure out how this happened
As for my wedding. I still wore an ugly outfit, not even a dress, and 45 minutes after the ceremony was supposed to start, there was still basically nobody there. We had moved the wedding to a basement of a house due to the fact that the place it was supposed to be at had a really steep hill to drive up and no one wanted to take that drive. I'm not sure if I ever had the ceremony but even getting ready for my own wedding wasn't what I thought it would be like.
April 20 I had a dream that we had 12 sales come through at work. When I went in to work, we had 12 sales. I also had a dream that my boyfriend was dating both my sister and I. Unfortunately she turned him on more than I did. April 25 I had a dream that I got to the dentist at noon for a 12:15 appointment. While in the lobby, I went to the front desk and a lady called me and said I was late for my appointment. I told her I was actually 15 min early. Next thing I know I am at this ladies house in a dental chair. I asked her what dental work I was getting done (I thought it was a pulled tooth but couldn' remember exactly) and she couldn' really tell me. I knew it would be a long procedure. Her son was gone out of the house but I was texting him for some reason and then realized I had met him before and wasn't into him. She fed me a really good lunch while she numbed me up but I didn' really feel numb and felt decently normal. Over time she was going to give me more meds until I was knocked out. It was like 2pm and I was still up and didn't know how long this process would take. I also dreamed that Kevin was driving and we went to Amanda and KCs church and it was a tiny building and we saw photos of them in the building. We went during the week because when we walked through the building, it was a shortcut to get to where we were going. I woke up in real life from being at the dentist and was an hour late for work. I'm still startled by this dental visit. May 2 I had a dream that I ordered a Peanut Butter smoothie from Starbucks. It was a tad crunchy because I did want the crunchy Peanut Butter. And then I tooted in the middle of Starbucks and disregarded it as if the person next to me didn't hear anything. May 14 I had a dream that I was driving a motorcycle and Amanda and KC were both on it with me. I have no idea why they trusted me to drive that thing. I was doing wheelies and I have no idea how the other two stayed on. May 15 My dreams are pure genius. Instead of having a job interview, I worked this job right away to see how I would fit in. I spent one day there and was asked about my design and art skills. Although I didn't have the art skills they were asking for, I had asked the only other lady there to make some empanadas, or the outside of them and I can stuff and fry them. I've never done this in real life so I don't know what I was thinking. I did all of that and still had a job the next day. The next day I came in and "Ralph's boy" was there and helping us through a project. He was really smart. So I made it through part of day two when I woke up.
May 18 I had a dream that I was dating my ex but he won $6,300 on a slot machine that him and I were switching off playing. He received half of the pay in gel pens and the other half in stacks of bills. He asked if I was jealous that I didn' get any and I told him I thought he would be giving me half since we were both playing the machine. Then this other girl came by and he took her hand and walked off with her in front of my family. He admitted that he held her hand and I saw him do that so I knew he did it. I woke up being grateful that I was dating Kevin and not him :)
May 21 I had a dream that I was living on campus with this girl and our dorm or room number had a B in it. There was this event off campus that we were supposed to attend. My roommate was able to catch a ride and my only other option was to walk. I walked up this escalator while water was pouring down it (obviously that wouldn' work in real life) and then I had to walk through snow. There were no signs so I just had to walk and see where it took me. I walked through puddles and had to climb over things. I saw cars driving so I asked if they could drop me off at certain places. One of the cars happened to have my roommate in it. I climbed over her and got out of the car because she said I had to and there was no extra room for me. I was also warned when we get to the event that they are serving gummy bear snacks and pomegranate juice and people are getting sick. I think this was just a campus or school event. I did attend one class but we were playing basketball and I saw myself and I looked skinnier from the side. I also remember getting the ball a few times but it was the size of a baseball. The teacher had asked us how she could get us to stay in class longer. I' not sure why but I just told her that when we are in class we should have an agenda so we get everything done. At the end of my dream, I made it to the event. There was no door to leave so it's like I was trapped there or had to try and do this adventure thing all over again. I saw where students were but never went in to the actual event. On my walk there I saw a gym and some other places. I almost went into the gym to workout instead of going to the event. I also remember telling someone that I knew nothing about my roommate even though we had been roommates for 2 months. I didn't know her last name, her age, or even her major. May 23 I had a dream that I worked at Wal-Mart and apparently all of the baggers were gone. I' not sure if they were on lunch or we didn't have any or what. I'e never bagged before so others were asking management what to do. We ended up having people write down their orders, calling them into Target but giving them a 45% discount for the hassle if they end up staying with us. Otherwise we called their orders into Target and they would go pick them up. There was this huge line and we had to tell everyone to start writing their orders down. I helped this group of 3 ladies. I didn' do any discounts before I woke up but I went through their lists with them. Also, the guy that worked inventory was in love with me. I would go to the back to ask him about this shirt I purchased from there and he looked it and it looked like it had holes on the side. I bought a pair of shoes, the top, and some picture frames. He said that he loved me and of course i didn't say it back. Then he had given me the wrong pieces to the picture frame so he ran back up to the front of the store where I was about to help customers and he traded them out for me. May 25 I had a dream I was dating or wanted to date Justin Beiber. I also had a dream that I was in this music video with this Hawaiian guy and apparently we grew up together because he sent me photos of him and I when we were younger. June 3 I had a dream that KC went to kiss me on the lips and I obviously don't want to kiss him so he ended up missing and kissing me on the arm. It was awkward after that and he told me not to tell anyone.Of course I had to tell someone but couldn't decide who to tell. I had no idea what to do and thought about telling my boyfriend because obviously he should know. Right when I was deciding on that, I woke up! June 11 I had a clear dream that my family went to either Iran or Iraq on a family trip. We were under specific rules during our stay there and could get pulled over for reasons such as not wearing your shoes in the car. My dream consisted of me, mom, amanda, alexis, andrew, and nana. We had stopped to go somewhere and even tried leaving and thought we would get pulled over. We walked into a restaurant and saw police officers. It was all about escaping or trying to get away from the police. June 14 I had a dream that boyfriend and I were together and my Mom and family were altogether with him. We waited about an hour and a half and we were all getting ready or using the restroom and stuff. A day or so later I asked him what took him so long. He was at a building next door with his friend Soto during that hour and a half. Apparently.....he was cheating on me. He finally admitted it and I told him to leave and to pay me half for the trip and we were done. I could not deal with or think about him with someone else and then me just being OK with it. I was so mad at him because it was something that he couldn't just take back. It was too late. My mind was set and I wanted him gone. I told him we were done and didn't give him any chance to explain anything. I was more mad because I didn't think he was like this and didn't think this would happen. Well, I woke up and was so glad it was a dream and now I'm headed to San Jose with my love :) June 18 I literally had the scariest dream of my life. I had a dream that I was at this event and I was headed home and this car was spinning at shooting bullets at every car that passed it. The car spun and shot the car I was in but luckily it didn't hurt or hit anyone in the car. We got out and we were alongside this wall hoping that we wouldn't get hit by more bullets. I remember sitting against this wall, I had a hat on and my head was down and someone had come by with a handgun. I didn't want to get shot so I put my hat down and remember seeing the person right in front of me. I literally knew I would get shot but woke up right before anything further happened. I also remember going to Ralph's and seeing Ralph's boy. He doesn't know my name in real life but I recognized like three people during this specific trip to the store. Anyways, Ralph's boy saw me and said "ABBIE GUERRERO!" and I turned around and we talked for a bit. Nothing romantic of course but I hadn't seen him in like more than six months in real life so we had some catching up to do. It was strange having conversations with like three different people I knew at the store. I think some people from my old color guard team were with me when that gun thing happened. Actually, I know for a fact it was that group of women. So scary and I woke up and my heart rate was 90bmp but I'm sure it was more than that throughout my dream. June 19th I had a dream that I was dating Kevin but I was out with this guy and we were cuddling. He didn't know I had a boyfriend but everyone I was with did. He went in for a kiss and I told him no. It was at that point that I didn't know how I would tell him that I had a boyfriend. I actually didn't feel bad that we cuddled and in my dream I was totally OK with it. In real life, that is a big no-no. June 20th I had a dream that Chanel, Devon, Susy, and I were in the car. We had to pay for parking somewhere so Chanel told (not asked) Devon to pay $5 for parking. He yelled NO and got out of the car. Chanel was in the front seat and the window was cracked. He stuffed a $5 bill through the window and said he was walking home. July 4th I had a dream that I was talking to this guy and he was about to give me his phone number and I said "I have a boyfriend" because I was dating Kevin. July 14th I had a dream that I was at my Mom's house and Aunt Sammi was there. I was talking to her for a few minutes and then noticed that Kevin, Jace, my friend Andrea and her son were leaving to the beach. I told my aunt I was going to go with them and she said, "Please don't" and I ended up staying for about 30 minutes. She talked about how no one was there with her and she missed her husband and boys who were back in Hawaii. Mom and Ron were working I think so it was just me and her. After about 30 minutes I was going to meet up with Kevin and apparently there were actually like 5-6 kids with him. I called him and he didn't answer so I went out to find him, I knew what area he would be in. About an hour and a half I found him at a bar talking to a bunch of guy friends. I guess Andrea took all the kids and went to the beach. I was upset that neither of them had answered their phone. I also remember taking a shower in my Mom's bathroom but it was all turned around because they had moved their bathroom so I was thinking my bathroom was there bathroom. Anyways, it was odd. July 17th I had a dream that I was a badass and killed three of these guys that weren't going after me but going after my friends. I tried to pull it off by killing them one at a time. I was stabbing one guy but not like with a knife or anything. It was like with something circular like a cup or something and I kept seeing circle marks on his body which was eventually killing him. July 18th I had a dream that I had to do this project with 4-5 other ladies. They weren't too willing to all work together but we did decide that we all wanted to wear pink shirts and our team name was The Badasses. We had to work together in deciding why we picked that name and why we thought we were badasses. Amanda was in my group and she decided to get up in front of everyone and pick a song and just tell and sing with it to be funny. I'm not sure what that had to do with the assignment but I decided to do something similar. I told the professor I was going to the front yard really quick. We had been in the backyard of my old PG house. I went up front, went to YouTube and looked up the Drake and kiki song so I could dance to it. Since I cant sing well, why not dance? I was next and woke up right before I went on. Before that, my mom, dad and a kid under 18 (I dont know if It was my little brother or sister) were in a parade and I was in it with them. The kid was on my parents shoulders. I needed to use the restroom so I stopped in the middle of the parade and ran inside a model home. I was in the bathroom and noticed that under the sink and stuff were three different shades of brown which made it really ugly. The shower was tiny and I had forgotten my phone so it took forever to find my family. July 22 I had a dream that I had Jace with me and there was a high wind advisory. We were told to go behind a huge building or inside a building but behind things so that it wouldn't get you. We went inside this building and knew a few people that were in there. For instance Roman, justin and Danielle's son, and Scott who I used to work with at Saxton Horne and Sandy Olsen. And another kid I knew. So we went initially inside this building and then there was an inside like a hidden door, there were 3 keys but we didn't end up using any of them. I could measure the winds and it was coming at us at a speed of 95mph. We went back towards the opposite side of the building and got hit with, not what we thought with high winds/tornado but a flood and I was at the very top of the building because that is where the water took us and Jace and I are at the very top and I'm holding on to him to make sure both of us can breathe with the very little room we had. All of the sudden this building turned into a boat. Scott was our captain, the water had gone down and we were moving. I also saw that since it was a flood, there was a way we could get to higher ground so Jace and I found a ladder which took us to the top of the building. There was one point where the boat was leaning to one side so Jace and I decided to go to the other side to try and balance it out. We were now at the front and looked down and could see us about to go over the cliff. I thought I was going to die then and realized that Scott had control of the boat and we went down the cliff and he had control. So we went down very fast. Then there was a time where we were headed down a road where people were crossing and they had to hurry to get out of the way. We all of the sudden stopped at this road where everyone got out and met up with loved ones. I was waiting for Kevin and remember hugging Sandy and hugging Scott and telling him thank you. And then in the sky there was a sign and it said "Survived" and said the name with their photo. I didn't hear of anyone dying on the boat. Some guy asked if I could lend him some money for dinner from the vending machine. I told him yes but couldn't find my card or I.D. and he said I could go talk to the bank and they will let me use points and that was the last of my worries so I didn't end up helping him and waited for Kevin. I woke up before Kevin could pick us up. July 27 After almost a year of dating Kevin, Sus tells me that she dated him in high school (in my dream). I thought she was lying because it took so long for her to tell me and she didn't get thr years right of when he lived here before. I was going to text him about it before I woke up. I also had a dream that I was in the movies and I would put my drink in the chair in front of me somehow. Well come to find out this whole time there was someone sleeping in that chair and he woke up and my water spilled on him and I apologized and he was actually okay and said it was fine. Next to him was one of my guy friends and he didn't see him either. My guy friend brought me a new water. Later some friends wanted to go swimming but I didn't have a swimsuit. I found some bottoms somewhere but they were mens and then I rented a top for $19.99/hour at this swimsuit rental. August 3 I had a dream that I invited both Teddy and Kevin to this water party thing. I also had Ashley Dawson and Angie there. And Mandi (Sherry Websters daughter). I was tricking Teddy into going and he sat by himself when we all went out to the waterpark thing in our swimsuits. Kevin had his own room and Teddy had his own room. I initially had some of my things in Teddys room and lied to him and told him I had to work earlier so I could go to Kevin's room. I was scheduled to work from like 3-5pm and told him I had to work at 230 the next day. I almost didn't want to go to work. August 6 I had a dream that I loved back to Utah and was the Account Executive at Saxton Horne. I went and saw Bunk and thought he would be excited to see me but he just said "hey". The next day instead of going straight to work I went back there. I had parked in this parking lot where, once you are about to leave, you have 30 seconds or it will close on you. I was about to leave and I'm in the parking lot along with other people who want to leave with me for one reason or another. I know when I went in the building, one of the girls realized she wasn't on the schedule for the week and was actually excited and said she could start looking for a new job. Anyway apparently I am the one that everyone wants to use to escape with so there are maybe six people just sitting on the back of my car and one person inside the car and the gate opens and my hand is shaking. I feel like I'm helping them escape jail or something. I finally start my car and I see Bunk running up to us and I backed my car out and aimed for the opening and right when I did that, I hit Bunk and ran him into a car and neither of us made it outside the gate. I woke up with my heart racing! A few days ago I had a dream that I was almost 50 (although I remember being 46) and it was so weird to me. Especially since I'm 32 in real life. Then I had another dream that I was talking to someone about Kevin and accidentally said Jeff (my ex). August 8, 2018 I had some weird dreams. I think it was Kevin's dad that came to visit and he was terrible. In fact, he said that he bit Alexis on the knees and elbows and killed her. I found her with the bloody knees and elbows but she was breathing so I tried to call 911 and I don't think it went through. I tried like three times. His dad was crazy but no one saw it but me. He was kicked out of our house (but it was the PG house) and I saw him in the yard. I also had a dream that I was going store to store to find tampons and I just couldn't find the health aisle. I went to CVS and didn't find tampons but they had this book section that turned into Barnes and Noble. I walked in and heard "Abbie!" And turned around and it was Steve and Carter Lovinggood. I sat down and saw Becky and a random girl and just started talking to them and catching up. I think left and went back into CVS and next thing you know, I am at the cash register and ringing up the person in front of mes order. Except I didn't have a cash register so I guess I was just behind the counter and she paid me cash and then I had to figure out some prices because they weren't listed and had to use a calculator all while being judged to see how quickly I catch on because I've never worked behind the counter or in retail. I took forever. Then they told me to look across the street and there was a sink with water and they said that water is very unhealthy and you cant drink it so I had to pop open this cabinet and take out a hose, take it across the street to try and spray out the bad water. Apparently if I did well on the job, they said I would be there for one month lol. August 9th I had a dream that I slept in Nanas den and when I woke up, my ex Kevin had also been sleeping at their house. At that time, we we were dating but I didn't kiss him or hug him or anything. I just didn't want to be with him and I liked other guys. August 10th I had a dream that I was sitting at a slot machine as they only had one legit one where I was and then a few arcade games. I ended up winning $2,500! I texted Kevin and told him I won, I was so excited. I couldn't cash out the ticket because wherever I was, there was a long line but I had gotten up from the machine to check. When I went back, someone else was on it and I let them know I just won $2,500 on that machine. She just got off of it and said that she had won $26,000 😱😱 August 15, 2018 I had a dream that Susys anniversary was August 17th but it was like the 31st and they were celebrating it. I also had a dream that Brandon Sheetz had a remote control mattress. I am not sure why but he was taking it to my uncle Mats house for this golf tournament that we were gonna watch on TV. I started watching it at Brandon's because I was with him when he was moving thr mattress and I brought leftover Halloween candy to put by the door for when people come in to watch golf. It had already started at Brandon's but when we got to my uncle's he said it hadn't started yet. I told him it was channel 57 when I was watching it and he tried two different ways and said he couldn't find it. He had been on the trampoline with his kids when we came over. Then some older lady came over that I didnt know but apparently Mat and Jen didnt like her which doesn't make sense on why they invited her. They said to me, in front of her, how rude she is and she isn't a nice person. She either ignored the comments or was deaf because she didnt acknowledge them. Mat said the golf was on later and then I woke up:) August 15th I had a dream that my boyfriend had to take another lady out to dinner and a movie. Latonya and I purposely went to the movies to watch them and I remember we were in chairs facing the aisle and not facing the screen. I don't remember what his date looked like but I didnt like the fact that this had to happen. August 17th I had a dream that I got into and was going to start going to Cal Poly. I also had a dream about a yellow and black nasty ass tarantula. August 19th I had a dream that I went back to school and during the middle of the school year I checked my grades and I had two Cs And an F. I had an F because I never went to that class so I finally did and it was a teacher that was taking over for another teacher this semester and they had this project where you had to make a computer out of a cardboard box. I thought I could tell him I turned it In and then just "redo" it. I'm not sure if my plan worked. I also had a dream that babe texted me and said he got a raise and it was double. I'm not sure if that meant double his pay or double what his last raise was. August 22nd I had a dream that I was with Susy and that she was 29 years old (which she is) but I was 35 and apparently she was not related to me. I was with her and I guess we were in Utah for a quick stop because I asked if it would be OK if we stopped by my Mom and Ron's house. It was more like an apartment but she said yes so we visited them and then for some reason our age gap came up like we were dating or something. It was very bizarre but it was nice to see my Mom for a few minutes since I haven't seen her in real life in a few months. August 25 I had another dream that I threw this baby in the pool and then realized it couldn't swim and I saw it sinking to the bottom so I went after it and brought it back up and it was OK and I saved its life. I had a dream that I woke up and went straight into the bathroom to take a shower. I had these lavender essential oil drops that I wanted to try so I put them in the shower head and then got in the shower with full clothes on. I had shoes on and pants and a shirt and I went into the shower and realized it and I remember thinking "What am I doing? Am I that tired?" And then started taking off my clothes but they were wet so they were hard to take off. I also had another dream that I had this company from I think the UK email me about working together on Instagram. I could pick out 5 products from their website for free and I had to write a blog post about it. 9/1 I had a similar dream to 9/3 but didnt kiss anyone because I knew I was in a relationship. I did think this guy was cute though. I think I may be watching too much of Bachelor in Paradise 9/3 I had a dream that there was this guy that wanted to be with my sister. He thought she was married and had one kid but really she was married with four kids. Him and I started talking and we kissed but it was really gross because his breath stunk. Like I almost gagged. Katie Risinger was there and she had asked me if I could watch her kids. I think she was jealous that me and that guy kissed because she was like "I doubt you will watch them" or something to that effect right in front of him. 9/9 I had a dream I was so smart and helped with this roller coaster. It was built for cars but then the track would take your car and work like a regular roller coaster. We took Chanels jeep on it and, just like a car wash, you can take your foot off all pedals and just let it do its thing. Apparently I was praised for this and part of the team that helped but my name was mentioned so Iust have been a big part of it. I tried it on my own before letting Chanel try it and I was by myself in this cart thing like a normal roller coaster. It was weird because I had closed my eyes as if i was going upside down but it never had a loop so i don't know why i had that feeling like it did. 9/13 I had a dream that Kevin and I lived together and we both left at the same time to go to work (I had a job in my dream) at 6:30am. I was so tired and my eyes would not stay open so I told him I needed to pull over. Kevin took me to work but I was an hour and a half early. I was there about 30 minutes when my boss said I had to go home and come back when my shift started. I was going to walk home but then I realized that the owner of our apartments said he was going to stay at our apartment for two weeks and I didn't want to go home because it would be too awkward being there with him and I didn't even know who he was. 9/15 I saw Uncle Mat and went to give him a hug and he told me no. I saw Isabella and she was talking up a storm. It has been probably 3 years since I have seen her last and she was really shy then. I also was at this event and saw that Latonya had a baby and it was a cute dark-skinned boy but she was actually on vacation and the dad wasnt in the picture. Whoever was supposed to be watching the baby wasnt watching him so I ended up watching him for like 3 hours. I let Latonya know through text that the babysitter was not around. The dad found out that we were at the same event as me and when he came over to take the son, he grabbed onto my legs as if he had no idea who his dad was. He didnt end up taking him since he was basically a stranger. But since I was holding this dark-skinned baby and I'm white, this lady went on a racist rant basically. This guy that I knew stood up for me and told the lady that the babysitter just left, moms on vacation and Dad is a loser so I was nice enough to step in and take care of the baby. He was more like a toddler actually. Maybe like 1 or 2 because he was walking. I probably got all of my steps just running after him in my dream ;) 9/16 I was about to go lay out at the pool when I was told that I was in a group for a presentation and it was due tomorrow. I asked him why I didnt know about this sooner and he said he didnt have my number so I gave it to him. Apparently everyone in the group had to speak for 2 hours each 😱 I started working on it instead of going to the pool and then all of the sudden we see 3 or 4 groups who decided to put one show on altogether so we went down to check it out. We were sitting in chairs and it was a guy from our group, me and then another guy from our group. Two girls went up from onstage and grabbed the two guys so I was by myself and then I woke up. Before that though, I had a dream that I told Miranda I was going to make deviled eggs because she was in my group and I knew if I made something and handed it out, it would take up some of the two hours each. Off topic I also had a dream that my student loan deferment was accepted but they only approved one month instead of as long as I was out of work. 9/18 I had a dream that there were these two cars outside my house that were involved in road rage and all of the sudden decided to have a shootout from the two cars. I told whoever I was with to lock the doors and get down. We all did even though the TV was blasting. Good thing we locked the doors because one of the guys with a gun came knocking and pounding on our door. I dont know if he was hurt and needed help or wanted to shoot whoever was inside. Either way we got down and didnt open the door. The blinds could be open from the outside so whoever it was outside kept opening the blinds and we didnt want him to see us so we kept moving. It was quite the scary dream! 9/19 I had a dream that Megan Trainor (yes, the singer) offended Kevin somehow. I had gone out to my car and she came to my car saying that he left and she doesn't know where he went. We were at a hotel I think in Vegas or somewhere with a casino. I was going to go up to the room, even though we hadn't gotten a room yet I figured he got one and headed up there. Instead of calling him, I went to stand in line with Rich Davis because he seemed to know what to do. I all of the sudden was holding a newborn baby. Rich told the guy at the register that he was wanting an extra key made for me for the room that Kevin got. Except Rich told the guy that his name was Albert (🤮) and when they asked the last name, I knew it started with an "H" but I said "Holiday" and not "Holland". The guy still was able to find the room number and made me an extra key. It was on the 6th floor and was a 5-6 digit number like 62566 or something. The elevator button had automatically been pressed but we were far from it. I saw it open but with the baby I couldn't run and then I saw the elevator close so we had to wait. That is when I woke up. I know there was more in my dream including Megan showing me this pop-up book that she published but I didnt really work and she was mad about that and we were in this restaurant with like a group of 4 of us but I dont remember much else. 9/24 I was at a school and I guess they had a job fair or something because I was sitting in these chairs about to go in for an interview. It was at that point that the owner, who was super nice, gave me a bag for my things and gave me some smores to try (I think that was his business). Once I had them, I picked up a brochure, still sitting down and it mentioned that the pay was $9/hour. It was then that I realized I had applied to this place before because now I remember the smores. I got up and talked it over with my friends who were also about to interview and I let them know I wasnt going to continue with it. I sat back down and let the owner and other lady there know that I was not going to move forward with it since the pay was not what I was looking for. They went into their computer system and realized this is not the second, but third time I had been there. They completely removed all of my info from their system, handed me another bag and the owner asked if it was because of certain things and I said no, it was pay and then I left. Well I couldn't find my car and I literally spent almost the rest of my dream in search of my car. Justin risinger was helping me and on our way, we had stopped by this gorgeous home. I guess Danielle and her new husband and little girl were there for a trip but he still stopped by. We were with other people too. I went in this room and he sat showing it to me and I told him I didnt like it because it had no ventilation. I was still mad about my car and just wanted to get home so I wasnt in the best mood. He said it does have a/c and was custom built for him and Danielle. Then we were outside and this boy was pushing this other boy under water. Danielle tried to get the boy off but couldn't so I did. And I told him to stop being a bully. Amanda was there and she was going to go with me to find my car. As we were leaving, there were some photos and signs outside and I accidentally knocked them all over and they wouldn't stay up but finally got them to. The house was up for sale so it was all the info needed to buy the house. In the end, someone bought the house for $900,000 and I never found my car :( 9/27 I had the most intense dream that I have had in such a long time. I think I was at work because my old boss,Cody R. was there as well as a group of maybe 10-15 of us. It really seemed like it was a cult type thing or like a robbery because someone was chasing after us. Actually it was more like the Hunger Games because there were a few people that were chosen. So we were all running and hiding under this blanket in this blanket. I had to squeeze through holes to get to where we were hidden and we were all trying to keep quiet. Well this guy comes in, he's kind of a nasty guy and he points to one of my team members and asks if they are good at massages. They said yes, after to say no. He then points to someone else and said, what do you think about me? And she looked like Kendall Jenner. She said, "I think you are a disgusting..." and kept going on and on with how gross she thought he was. Well, I wasn't sure what would happen to her and was very afraid. Until another guy, who ended up being his Dad, tried to distract him from doing anything. The guy (not the dad) then asks ME if I'm good at massages. I was right in front trying to hide under this blanket and I said "yes" because I didn't want to say "no". He said his machine is broken and he needed someone to fix it so there was this other guy that was helping out with that before we could get the massage going. The bad guy went behind the other wall to try and work on the machine and the other guy next to me said, "Run!" and just mouthed it to me. I didn't want to run but then when I realized he would be helping him with the machine, I did exactly that and ran for what felt like miles. I had to run back to the main building to get my keys but my car was right outside where the bad guy was. I got my keys and started running back. There were like three other white cars like mine in the parking lot and I found this car (it wasn't even mine but in my dream it was) and I could see my hands shaking while I was putting the keys in. It was then that I realized this was a dream because I said one I start driving I would wake up from this terrible dream. I started driving and didn't get too far before I saw a whole line of about 10-15 guys with huge guns and what did I do? I just started driving. I never heard them shoot the guns and all I know is I drove through them and was headed home. And then right then, just like I predicted, I woke up.
9/29 I had a dream that I rented out my Mom's basement with another woman and man. My mom was getting her Masters degree and going to school for six hours a day. I'm not quite sure where Andrew and Lex were because they were little in my dream so I'm not sure who was watching them. I had a dream that I had a Teddy Rumpskin or whatever they are and everytime I would turn it on, it turn a show on the TV, it was really freaky. I guess Halloween is a month away so it was scary. But there was this lady that came over and I showed her my room as if she was going to move in but I think she may have been the babysitter or someone that was fixing the blinds because I tried to cut the blinds (I don't know why?) and they turned out all different lengths so I know Mom wanted someone to fix them. Oh and then I was also in school but didn't want to go to class and my guy roommate was getting on my case about having all of my clothes in the dryer and not taking them out. I also think I got a "C" in one of my classes that I'm pretty sure I never went to so I was pretty impressed with that. I went to bed like 70% drunk so my dream was all over the place.
10/3 I had a dream that I had was running outside and kept doing circles around this specific area. I noticed a guy there and he was totally flirting with me. He went to kiss me and I told him I had a boyfriend. I think he kissed my cheek or neck or something because I kind of moved my head. I was going to tell Kevin what happened and knew he would be upset. I went to call him or text him but his number had disappeared from my phone and I didn't have it memorized. I think I sent him a message on FB, even though we lived together, and said something like, "You are going to hate me" and he didn't respond before I woke up. 10/6 I had a dream that I was in school but we were way up top and watching the LDS General Conference from school and then on the right we had a TV which wasnt on. I was sitting next to this guy who was totally flirting with me and trying to talk but I wasnt doing it. He got close to my ear and I pushed him away and then this other guy came and sat down and asked, "Have you seen Peanut (aka Kevin) today?" And I said "No :( I haven't seen him yet today" and both him and the guy on the other side of me put their hands on my back and I tried to push them both away too. And then I saw a bat. I asked if either of them saw it and they said no. Well all of the sudden it was not even a foot away from me so I screamed and I apparently had a blanket because I hid under it and I could hear everyone say to get the bat. And that's when I woke up is I heard them and they had caught the bat. 10/12 I had a dream that I watched a guy shoot a girl over and over with a machine gun but she wasn't hurt, injured, or bleeding. She just stood there. Then later on I remember being in church in our old Nursery and I think that same guy was coming after me but I don't remember much about it after that. 10/13 I had a dream that my Mom passed away :( 10/14 I had a dream that we were at Walmart and this guy with a gun was going around and recruiting people to play this game similar to the Hunger Games. Basically he would chase after us in Walmart. Once he recruited me, I would have to go in and play several games with one other person, and whoever lost, would die. They would die by shot injections. Well, I had lost the game although I felt like the game itself wasn't fair. I received two shot injections in the back of my head which was supposed to make me die, but didn't. It made me very, very, very weak but I was still alive. I somehow managed to crawl to a neighbor and I wanted to run away from this place so I didn't die. I don't remember much about the neighbor but I had to go through a house and then I hid from the gunman so he couldn't recruit me back. It was for sure a very bad nightmare and I did feel the pain of being weak although I still saw myself from a third person, or out-of-body.It was very scary. 10/17 I had a dream that I lost the stone in my ring that Kevin bought me. He told me just to wear my ring without the stone and he will replace it when we get engaged. Next thing I know, he puts a ring on the table that looks similar to mine but with a greener stone. That's when I knew he was going to propose and so did other people around me. He asked Amanda if she would go with him and they decorated my room with rose petals. I was sitting there waiting and waiting for him to finish what he was doing. People were gathering around and waiting for a proposal. He didn't propose before I woke up :( I also had a dream that I went to the casino with Sus and Emily and maybe Chanel? I told them I could use the $25 free slot play that I won yesterday(in real life). 10/27 I had a dream that I wrote $500,000 on a blank check because that is how much I was hoping for when I entered this contest. The contest consisted of jumping into the water. I have no idea how that had to do with money but I think it was also my birthday so I was hoping for that amount as well. 10/28 I had a dream that I was 3 months pregnant. I also had a dream that my sister got back with KC. 10/29 I had a dream that I was supposed to write a book (I think 32 pages) in a week and a half. I was in class and everyone went to the gym but I was panicking because I just found out about this book and knew that a week and a half was not enough time. I asked if we could work together and we were told no. 10/30 I had a dream that I was with Doug Webb and his two kids and I had a little girl with me. We had our stuff on a table and left and went to look around and do some shopping. I forgot I left my wallet on the table and so I went back to get it. I saw this short little Mexican chubby kid who had it so I tackled him to the ground and grabbed it out of his hand. He hadn't spent any money (although he was about to) and didn't steal anything else. Then Latonya had met us at this shopping center so I said hi to her and spent some time with her and Doug and his kids. I think his kids were friends with my daughter (I think she was my daughter). 11/4 I had a dream that I was given this "Italy" experience where from 7pm-7am I could attend this conference thing and experience what it was like to experience Italy. I remember trying this onion and seafood thing and it was actually really good. Then I remember a sign saying that at 5am they were going to have a Stars experience where you can look out at the stars. I didn't plan on staying all night, just a few hours actually. 11/11 I had a dream that I was back in college and I went to college in California. I took 5-6 classes starting at 9am and ending about 4 or 5pm. I just remember looking for this classroom number 420. I saw this girl Jennifer who I knew from elementary school and asked her if she knew what room 420 was. We found it and there was only about 8 of us in this classroom. I didnt find out for about 20 minutes that the teacher was actually Jennifer's mom. This was the last class of the day and we were all sitting at this table. This class was really hard for me and we had to go around the table sharing certain answers. I realized after awhile that Jennifer and her mom didnt really get along. I found out later that her mom was an astronaut but just got released from jail not too long before. And I'm pretty sure this class was about bees or insects. And then it went to like some weird problem solving. I wanted to take a break and so did another guy and girl. The guy had a really nice car so we decided to take it down the street to the beach. We didn't have too long before the teacher would have noticed that we were gone for longer than we should have been. I told them we should park the car in a parking spot at the beach since there was an open spot and then walk back up to the classroom. That way, after school, we can go back down to the beach and we already had a spot. I got back to the classroom at 450 and the class was over at 458. The other two were behind me but not too close. I just didnt want to get in trouble. When I came back, the other 5 students were in the middle of a problem solving question that I had completely missed by not being there. I tried to catch myself up and figure it out on my own but it didnt work. I also got a reading assignment back and it was graded and I got a 2/10 on most of it. I told the teacher I didnt really understand any of what we were learning. Then Jennifer started arguing with her mom about something and so her mom asked if she could talk to her. She took her aside and they talked and that's when I realized they didnt have a good relationship. Earlier in the day, I remember going uphill like where they take you to go snowboarding. So this rope thing was pulling us up the mountain. Instead of sitting down and being with other people in a seat, we were by ourselves kinda hanging there and I remember dropping (attached to a rope) like I kept skydiving or something. In my dream, I could feel my stomach flip over and over. 11/12 I had another dream about being in school. This time we had a huge project to do. I had attended the class all year long so I knew what the project was about and how to prepare for it. Amanda and another chick did not attend the class but were still a part of our group so the day before the project was due, they were supposed to write their portion of a report. There was a group of five of us. We all were in this big auditorium and had to put together our report but it was literally a huge report like on big paper. Like a few feet tall paper. The total for the printing was $20. I told everyone they could Venmo me $4 each for the print. One of the girls freaked out and didn't want to pay for it. I told her she could pay me her next payday so it doesn't have to be now. Then this other chick in our group told her that if she prints a report, she would have to pay anyway and it's no big deal and then the other chick agreed and it was fine. Amanda had gotten there and guys were flirting with her and stuff and I was so jealous. These were guys that were in my class too. Anyways, I remember the announcer saying that no one had completed their reports yet so she was impatiently waiting for us to do that. I turned some paperwork to the back and saw some cash rolled up. It was $29 that was given to us to use for printing out the report. We were told from the group next to us that the printing was about $22. I don't think they knew that everyones printing job was paid for at the very end of the paperwork. 11/17 I had a dream that I was staying at Latonyas house overnight. Her Dad was there, Kayloni, Quinton and Nicole. I guess I had submitted artwork to try and win this contest and they came back with comments that it was too basic and not enough detail so Kayloni said she is a good painter and would paint something and submit it. Then Quinton kept telling me to leave and it kept stressing me out so I threw up. I threw up in a bathroom sink that had a container in it soaking filled with other stuff so, yeah, now it was covered in chunks. I think after that he left me alone. The next morning it was like 11am and I woke up but couldn't keep my eyes open because of how tired I was. I was in a bathtub (fully clothes) with Latonya and her friend (but maybe it was Nicole) and I kept burping softly over and over and over and my eyes were basically closed and I was talking and I did say I was super tired. "Nicole" was asking for Christmas gift ideas or some things that you do to pamper yourself. I mentioned taking care of your feet and taking baths. I then asked if Kayloni took baths because she had mentioned something earlier about taking more baths or taking baths. Latonya said she didn't know. Nicole was writing a list of things I mentioned as well as things she had thought of. Latonya said she had to go so we all got out of the bathttub and Nicole helped her take some stuff outside her house. I went outside, kissed and hugged her and told her I loved her and then started walking away. I then realized I forgot my keys inside and I also realized that person that I said I loved was some random guy so now I know why she didn't say she loved me back (once again my eyes were closed but I was seeing myself as a 3rd person). I went back to get my keys and some guys were doing tests for sleep apnea. I didn't want to do the test but I wanted to know why I couldn't stay awake. I told them no because that wasn't the issue I had and then I woke up. 11/20 I had a dream that a girl kissed my boyfriend on the neck. He was about to kiss her and I used the F word and was so mad!! 11/26 I had a dream that I did 2 hours of working out. The second part of the workout I remember clearly because it was water yoga. I have no idea how this worked but I did it in my dream. 11/28 I won't lie, I have been watching A LOT of Dr. Phil lately and this ended up drifting into my dream. I had a dream that Kevin, me, and Jace (who was younger in my dream, he was in a stroller but well-behaved) attended a Dr. Phil seminar/art class. I was drawing the "Dr. Phil" signature from his show. We ordered dinner which they had there and everyone had their own little section to draw. Kevin went out and then awhile later came back. He went up to the teacher and said, "Sorry I am way late. I went out and saw there was this karate class going on and so I decided to try out the class" haha I told him he was silly and then he sat down and we all drew the logo. I also had a dream that I was with Sandi Snowden and we showed up to Aunt Lorna's old house in Lindon. Sandi said, "I know my Mom moved but I'm not sure, maybe she still lives here, I haven't seen her in almost a year" so we showed up to her old house and she still lived there. I think it was Christmas time but I don't remember much about what we did. 12/1 I had a dream that it was Kevin's birthday (next week but it's really next month) and he wanted me to schedule him a massage and wanted us to go to the casino. I had my birthday party last night so apparently I wanted to continue the partying. I also had a dream that I was going to attend this bowling competition that my brother was in. My mom was there too but it was a few hours away. I got to the event and it was 5pm and I was there for maybe 10 minutes before they were done. And I never even saw Andrew or Mom. Instead, this lady asked if I was the one who always had colorful eyelids (like eyeshadow I'm guessing?) and I told her no or not really but she was adament that I was the one who always wore bright colors. She then told me that she won $500 bowling and then another $500 at the casino (which, by coincidence, was in the same place as the bowling alley). I saw this guy come over and gave her two bags full of cash. Apparently I need to go to the casino or enter a bowling contest to win some money like she did. 12/5 I had a dream that I was still living with Susy and Michael and the two kids although Kevin and I had put in for an apartment. I told them I should be moving out this week but Michael was the one who kept asking me like he wanted me out. Then Sus came over and talked to me about it. Apparently they didn't like me :( 12/8 I had a dream that Kevin and I were with a group of friends and Kevin was flirting with these girls that he saw and met. I think he knew them from when he was growing up or something but he was like flirting with them right in front of me and our other friends. I even had our friends point out like, "What is he doing??" It was super sad. The girls were skinny so the first thing I said outloud before waking up was, "That's it, I'm going to lose weight!" 12/10 I had a dream that Kevin and I were on this cruise boat thing and had some friends with us. Makaylee from Saxton Horne was in my dream. We were all in intertubes in the water on the boat and we were listening to music and having fun. Makaylee came over and changed the music (right in the middle of the song) to a song she wanted. We were all super confused since it was right in the middle of a song we liked and were singing too. I then had a guy come over to me, put his arm around me, and he was not from America. He told me that he was told that I was the "most American" out of the group. He asked me to describe Vegas. We were actually planning on stopping there on our boat (not sure how, but it was a dream so I guess anything is possible!) I told him we were going to drink, dance, gamble, have so much fun. I decided to lead the way for everyone as we got off the boat. The hallways kept getting smaller and smaller as we were going towards the bottom of the boat and I was way ahead of everyone. I eventually had to crawl on my hands and knees, like the army crawl. Then I woke up. Weird. 12/11 I had a terrible dream. I had a dream that my Nana died in her sleep. She had two hours where she was going to go take a nap and she never woke up. I was so sad and trying to take a shower and I just remember crying. Then Susy was driving and Papa was in the passenger seat and she was trying to explain to him how to put a phone number in his phone. I also remember either receiving or asking about Nana's high school ring which I am getting when she passes away in real life. It was a super sad dream. I woke up and saw that Nana had written on my Facebook page so that made me happy that my dream was not real! 12/12 I had a dream that I was at my Mom's house and Latonya's family lived across the street. We were at Latonya's house (mom too) and Mom was going to have a party. Two people were invited that I never thought would be - my ex Albert and my ex friend Krista. Albert apparently said he was going to come over and kill her so Mom was freaking out. Although he was engaged. I was in a weird place because I hadn't seen him in 10+ years and didn't really care to and didn't like that she invited him. I didn't think he would really kill anyone though. I was at Latonya's house and needed to use the restroom. I went into her parents room, opened the bathroom door and heard voices. Her parents were in their bed and I had no idea they were even home. So I used the downstairs restroom. I was in there for quite some time and opened the door and saw her sister Kayloni with her friend sitting on the couch. I went over to my Mom's and she told me she had to turn people away from the party because there were so many people and some weren't invited. When I went inside, it wasn't that crowded but I just think she invited certain people and a bunch of randoms showed up. I think, unfortunately, Nana was still gone in my dream :( I hope that's not a sign :( 12/15 I had a dream that Susy had added highlights to Libby's hair and curled it and she looked like a model. 12/25 I had a dream that my Mom was still breastfeeding and that Alexis was 9 years old. Super super super weird. 12/26 I had a dream that I was a Sunday School teacher and I had just started in the past couple months maybe and they were already considering getting rid of the whole class. I was asked to put a folder together of anything that I could show and use as a case study (??) or just for information. Right before I left to teach, I showed my Mom the folder. I saw it from an outsiders view and I was rather impressed if I must say so myself. Except I left my folder AND my shoes at home. I was there maybe 20 minutes early but didn't have enough time to go back home and get my folder so instead I just tried to see what I can find. There was a bunch of folders and information in the front of the classroom, there was a video playing and a bunch of stuff on the white board from a previous class. I tried to get some ideas of what I could teach based on that (apparently I remembered nothing that I planned for today) and I called my Mom to see if she could bring my folder but she was already at church. I know I was getting paid $20/hour to teach. I randomly did have a pair of shoes on that I may have borrowed. There was probably 30 kids in the class that were waiting for me to prepare the class except the 3-4 kids that I came with weren't there so I hadn't started teaching yet. I found some starbursts in the closet that I grabbed so I can do some trivia questions about the bible. Five minutes before class was to start, I looked over and Jace's real teacher (Mrs. Andrade) was sitting in the chair and then I realized that she watches me when I teach to make sure I'm saying and doing the right things, kind of like a back-up teacher I guess? Also I remember before when we were pulling up to the church, I was talking to my boss (his boss, Darwin Price who I used to work with at SH) and he said I had 3 years to basically "prove myself" as a teacher. I thought they were planning on getting rid of me right away - especially since we were talking and apparently the state wanted to charge the church $1,000 to have a tree remain where it was. So I thought they were cutting back on positions. I said I would give it 5-10 years to have everything good and on track and my boss said 3. I guess I was fine with 3! I woke up before I started teaching the class.
12/28 I had a dream that I was on a ski lift with Jace and he fell out and down below and into a Bush. I didn't jump after him but I think I was able to turn around somehow and make sure he was OK.
12/29 I had a dream that my boyfriend said, "You have gained weight but I love it"
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